2004 Last Post

Dr.Mah,
Well it's time for my last post of the year. (I'm sorry red I had to take your idea) but I myself have a couple of people to thank. And you'd be surprise who I'm Thanking. Now I dont have as many funny quotes as red.. In fact I dont have any quotes at all. haha.. I just say Jimmy's name.. 'haha someone got pwnd..' I assume I deserve that. See, I just got lectured by Red on what a jerk I've been.. and how what I did was wrong.. and that made me think about the past yr. Thus me posting now. Hmmm I think that this has been the absolute worse year of my life. I think worse year for alot of peoples lives. Many 'hook ups' Many break ups. Many deaths.. lord soo many deaths..many stressful nights, many sleepless nights. For my anime watchers out there.. picture me as Susake and all of you as Naruto =P. But though the darkness will come light...hopefully... And now for the thank youssss

Shawn feat Inuyasha experience (indeed I am keeping that name)(Best buds):

Shawn: I thank you for all the rides, for all the times we've talked. For making sure that I was doing ok, for defending me when I needed it. For the awesome spare times, for being there and just for being sweet self. I think I've said this before but I'll say this again. There is noone out there that deserves this happy ending more so then you do =). You know what I'm talking agian

Jabo: I thank you for the 'Meeting of the twos' For making me laugh when I need it most. For always watching out for me and not letting me do something stupid. For telling me things that no one else knew. That made me feel special ^.^ For trying to make a work out plan for me =P.. i didnt expect the broken arm either. For causing an episode for me, for making BREAK my arm.. you truely are an asshold.. but your my asshole. =P.. And you and me have been through enough shit this yr.. The coming up yr should be a good one.. it just has to be

Nissay Pooh: A dear friend of mine. Though we havent spend enough time lately. I thank you for your stupid porn jokes. Making sure that I eat by buying me lunch. For having respect for me.. I really thank you for that. And though I tell you to shut up everytime you say that.. I only do so because I'm not that great and I just dont want to let you down. Our spare times will always be remember and I am forever in your debt. *bows* and I thank you sir for the memories

Felix (the cat): Those sleepless night talking talking will forever be with me. There is without a doubt that you are one of my best friends. I respect you with the highest regards... I respect all of you =P.. and I know you've been through hard times as well. Thank you for coming up with the DUMBEST ass ideas ever that just makes me fall on the floor dying of laughter.. you moron I adore you

Nick: A new addition to this group. I thank you for the Essay help =P and for being there when I needed it. Though we havent met for to long I still thank you sir for being a close friend of mine.


PACK:

Mr.K:(Wherever he is) I apologize for not having enough time to find you and plan our anual dinner.. I'm sure that if the dinner happened then I wouldnt be this way. I thank you sir for everything. Words can not explain this at all.Your teachings will always be remembered and admired by me. And I thank you for the lunch times we spend just talking.. you telling me about your past, I doing the same. You truely are a I wish you all the best in the future. I can not wait to see you again some time next yr, and I would like to see your new special lady as well ^.^ =P.

Dengy: No matter how bad my day is, seeing your face always makes me smile. And I apologize for the pain you've went through as well. The french onion soup connection will stay strong for all I know =P s2 and I still have the pic of me and you hugging, just in case you want it. Dont forget we still gotta CyBeR teehee ^.^

Nelly: First off.. Happy B-day my youngest of young friend. And I'm sorry that I couldnt be there that time. I didnt mean to miss it.. But if you check your mail box you can find a surprise.. I'll give you a hint what it is.. starts with 'M' ends with 'ail' ^.^. Best PR eva!

Kings: Look for special thanks

Brotherhood:
Now this is a toughy.. but it really isnt that hard to think of people to thank.. but where to start off.. hmmm

Krishna: I thank you, your brothers, and your parents for making me feel welcome everytime I enter through your doors. I think you are the kindess man alive and you're blog is just badass. I'm still looking for more pics of Dr.Mah. But I thank you for keeping me grounded and not acting like a dumbass...all the times. The card that you and Jamil gave me did nothing but relize how Lucky I truely am to have you as a friend. I remembered that you promised me a good yr.. =P I'm still waiting for that.

Ray: Indedd ray you have a position in this. I thank you sir for accepting me in the brotherhood. The first time I met you I knew that I had to get on your good side in order to get in. To get your approval in a way. And you can think I'm bsing or you can think I'm being honest... But it doesnt matter anymore. I would just like to say 'I thank you'.

Pt sniff: I just thank you for not kicking my ass that time I made your nose bleed.. I did not see that coming ( the shoe flying out)

Jon: I'm sorry that you've been through alot as well my friend. But just keep on making those ryhmes I'mm we'll battle again some day =P. And if you ever need Bio help.. you know who to call. Thanks for being there bra

Jimmaaaay/Jimmerd: I have no idea which name is in now a days. I thank you for introducing me to that amazing Chicken... And for sitting next to me in Patterson's class. YOUUUUUUUU getting PWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNED >=), made me feel better about my day.

SimonT: Food group

Chero: Look Special Thanks

Jo: Look Special Thanks

Dano: Those walks home did more then you think, and I thank you kind sir.

Damnnn I really think I'm forgetting someone.. but WHOM!?!!?...oh yes..
THAT BAKA that punches me everyday. I thank you w3rdna for FUCKING my comp on Christmas eve.. haha you're just a baka-na =P

Red: What to say about you red?.. Well I really thank you for being there for me and for nothing being that curel when we had our little argument. I thank you for making me reliaze what I jerk I've been and for doing random shit for nothing but to get a good laugh.. Like that coconut.. seriously.. wtf dude.. haha.. still I thank you sir.

IF I FORGET anyone just comment.. I know I would have a reason to thank you for something..

Food Group (aka: Dream team)( I thank you all for making my day less stressful):
SimonT: Thanks for joining the Brotherhood of darkness and leaving Anbu THAT ONE time..>=).. And for helping me in Calc.. but it was a waste -.-...GAAAAARRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAA coming soon

Anita: I thank you kind miss for that very sweet card =)

Sandy: I thank thy for being there the most when needed. For the movie dates we had, those will always be remembered.. but you still owe me one movie..T____T because you went to play jitz.

Wilson/Wilberg/Babyface/Prettyboy: too many names. Look under Speical thanks


2nd Lunch Crew:
A-bomb:..lets just say HD >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>ANYTHING. I thank you for not ditching me like what baka Simon and Billay does.

Billllllay: haha thanks for calling me a Bully..T____________T

Derek: An old friend of mine. Known each other for almost my whole life. I thank you sir for the walk in the rain that I will always remember. The walk that made me relize I wasnt alone...

Other thank yous: Kelvin, Annie, Aaron, drama crew, anyone down in the Art all..(the coolest hall ever) Andrew Yuen, Lisa ma, SIA, Talent show people, Mr.Mac. Food class, chem class..Amanda,Hospital crew, Yukit, VEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and EVERY Single person I see

Specail Thanks:
Where to begin.. so many thanks

Charlotte: I think I owe you an apology as well little miss. There was a day in Feb. where you weren't feeling well and I wasnt there to help you. I'm sorry for that, but I thank you for being there when I need the help, and I can promise you that I will be there whenever you need mine... =P BUTTACOW is coming back home to Mama.. he deserves a person that has the time to take care of him.

Jo:*Plays sadness and sorrow music* (by the way, nice touch on that) You constanly making fun of Hd didnt help much BUT!.. you were still there. You constalny commenting me on my looks..(positive comments) help me get through the day. =). I thank you miss for everything.. for clapping when I do something stupid, for laughing at my stupid jokes, for making sure that I know how BIG HD is.. WHEN SHES NOT.. I just thank you alot for being there. The card is so badass.. Alot of respect there for that. And the bond of our disappointing Chem mark will last for ever... well Until I get to uni. I wish you the happiest of Happy new years my friend and I will see you soon... OH.. if you see Amy and Su... tell them I said thanks.. Amy for making my best friend the happiest man alive and Su for finally finding a Chick flick Pal T.T

Wilson: Damn.. how much money did I owe you that one time?.. what like 20+ dollars.. haha you're lucky I paided it off. You never left me alone during lunch and I thank you enormously for that. Our friendship will go far because I REALLY have to help you with your lame jokes...gawddddd... they are lame. I thank you for the present. LIZZZZZZZZZZIE MCGUIRE BOX SET... w00t w00t.. and I hope you enjoyed yours.. It cost alot T_______T but nothings too much for my pal. I thank you for making sure I eat as well.. and btw.. do I still owe you money XD??

Cheryl: One I truely need to thank. I thank you for being there during ROUGH times.. omg... you were soo there and I thank you for that. *tear* I thank you.. well watever you can think of I thank you for. If I had 5 regrets in life, you would be one of them. I regret not spending enough time with you and not getting to know you better. I know that if we were to spend enough time together we'd be wicked friends and I am truely sorry for always being too busy, to moody, to sad, to stupid to stop by the halls just to say 'Hi', or to talk to you. And also sorry that I didnt get you that discount that one time you went to the Hut >.<... But peter still talks about you =P..

Kings: *sadness and sorrow Music comes up, followed by Lonliness then Alone, and to end it off Wind*
*sigh*.. Where did I go wrong..You are also one of those regrest I have in Life... I wish we were to spend more time with each other.. It is a crying shame that we grew so apart. But I allowed that to happen, so it was mainly my fault and I do nothing but to apologize for it.Those hard times I had you were there.. and no matter what happens in life.. I can never forgive myself for not being there for you. We've been best friends since grade 6... you were my first best friend and I will never forget that. Though we dont talk anymore, rahter because I'm too moody to talk, or your pisssed off about my song T.T.. I hope that we could atleast remain as friends. My Stubborn ways did not help this friendship one bit and I apologize for that. This was our final year and I wish it to be a good one. You have taught me many things in life. How not to be so stupid all the time, and how to give such great advice. My decision of becoming a Social Worker is all thanks to two people. And one of them is you. I'm sorry for losing my temper with you many times and I thank you for all the times you bailed me out of trouble. I thank you for that one time you helped me with my SAC poster, and though we didnt win, I promise you that I tried my best and your effort was not in vain. But sadly enough.. events have occured over the years that changed me for the worse. I got more defense and I'm sure you relized that. I think out all of the people I thanked, you are the one that I should thank the most... I respect you the most and I thank you the most. I'm sorry for what I've done and what I might do in the future... Just apologzing in advance. Though we dont say this anymore.. But I will still consider you my best friend, and I hope that you do the same.
I shall see you in Western

So to end this off Dr.Mah.. heres a song I dedicate for Kings: (the msg is confusing.. but the tune of this song is wicked, makes me think about the past)
"Soco Amaretto Lime"

Passed out on the overpass
Sunday best and broken glass
Broken down from the bikes and bars
Suspended like spirits over speeding cars
You and me were kings over the parkway tonight
And tonight will go on forever while we
walk around this town like we own the streets
and stay awake through summer like we own the heat
Singing "everybody wake up (wake up) it's time to get down"
(everybody, everybody wake up its time to get down)
And when I pass the bottle back to Pete
on the overpass tonight, I bet we laugh

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

The hell out of this town
Find some conversation
The low fuel lights been on for days
It doesn't mean anything
I've got another 500, 'nother 500 miles
before we shut this engine down,
we shut it down

I'm gonna stay eighteen forever (cut me open)
So we can stay like this forever (sun poisoned)
And we'll never miss a party (this offer...)
cause we keep them going constantly (...stands forever)
And we'll never have to listen (new haircut)
to anyone about anything (new bracelet)
cause it's all been done and it's all been said (eyeliner)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get (wait forever)

(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
Eighteen forever (first kisses)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
So we can stay like this forever (new stitches)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
And we'll never miss a party (collar weekend)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
cause we keep them going constantly (appearance ticket)
(you're just jealous cause I'm young and in love)
And we'll never have to listen (November to...)
(your stomach's filled up but you're starved for conversation)
to anyone about anything cause it's all been done (...remember)
(you're spending all your nights growing old in your bed)
and it's all been said (nightswimmers)
(and your tearin up your photos cause you wanna forget... it's over)
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get



This if for Bhood:
"Failure By Design"

[Verse 1:]
Watch you on the one's and two's.
Through a window in a well lit room.
Become a recluse.
And I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
And when I wake up you're the first to call.
This is one more late night basement song.
And I'm so sore.
My voice has gone to hell.

[Pre Chorus:]
And this is one more sleepless night because we don't believe in filler.
Baby, if I could I'd sit this out.

[Chorus:]
(This is over when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
Every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I got to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older.
It's failure by design.

[Verse 2:]
And we just want sleep.
But this night is hell.
I'm sick and sunk and I blame myself because I make things hard
and you're just trying to help.
I got no gas. (No Gas)
I'm winding out my gears.
This is one more day on the verge of tears.
And now my head hurts. ( Head hurts)
And my health is a joke.
Now I got to stop because the headphones broke.

[Pre Chorus:]
We don't believe in filler.
Baby, if I could I'd sit this out.

[Chorus:]
(This is over when I say it's over.)
This is a lesson in procrastination.
I kill myself because I'm so frustrated.
Every single second that I put it off
Means another lonely night I got to race the clock.
(I ignore it and it ignores me too.)
What say we go and crash your car?
And every time I leave you go and lock the door.
So I walk myself picking at a chip on my shoulder.
I'm another day late and one year older.
It's failure by design.

[Bridge/Break:]
I'm out of everything.
But no one sleeps till we get this shit out on the shelves.
It's late. I'm faltering.
But this time I got nothing to say besides:

To S feat Inuyasha exp. You can Have any song you want =P

To [07.15.04]:
"Slipped Away"

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you



AHHHHH I have a 9 hr shift tomorrow..rather today..