Brotherhood + Shawn feat. Inuyasha Cats = s2?.......please?
Dr.Mah,
IT Has been a while since I blogged, mainly because I dont have much time (reason: calc, physics,bio,eng), or because I just dont care anymore, but since I beleive this is important, I'm just gonna blog for the hell of it.
Brotherhood + Shawn feat. Inuyasha Cats = s2?.......please?... a corny and very uncreative title, but eh.. what the hell, it'll do.
So one thing that bother me most is that somewhere along this friendship we had, we seem to have most it.. through many arguments and fights..and YES I really should drop this, but listen to me frist and then you can judge me. Now, some people may say "GAWD... drop this shit, its been soo long".. and others may say 'who the hell cares anymore.. just leave it..." and ONE might say "...what is this faggot doing? Is he still taking shit?". And the answer to all of them would be no.. I wont drop it YET, and nope, not talking shit anymore.. those days are over.
So I was sitting in physics class today, and I looked back to where vanessa and Lisa were sitting, and then I just start to think, just random stuff, and the thing that pops in my head would be last year. See, the spot Vaness and Lisa sit at is the same spot Krishna and I sat at last year.. and I start to feel a sense of 'sadness and sorrow' that comes before me. While Mrs. Muir was talking, I wrote to Nisanth a note: "Do you miss bhood??..." Nis replied: "I miss the old times..." and it got me thinking..
So here I am once again pleeding for us to be friend again. Why aren't we friends anymore.. yes some stupid things were said in the past, and agreed some moron wrone some stupid song *waves arm* But the past is in the past... can we not get along once again? I think what humans tend to do is remember the bad things in life because it's soo easy to, and dont bother to dwell on the bad things because we're afraid to. We're afraid to see that we were wrong, that everything was in vain, and we're so consumed by this fear we start to loook at each and every person of the oppostie person with such hate. It's good that I made peace with a couple of people, Jimmy, Dano, Red, Dengy, Nelly, Ryan (though there was never tension between us) But I want more. I want to be good friends with everyone in Brotherhood and as hard as it seems, let us just remember the stupid and fun things we did:
Invention of 'Tennis Ball'?
Frist day at 'Kbbq'?
The day Krishna got nailed in the balls by Nisanth?
Roman candle fight?
First Summer Bbq?
Almost tipping over the park slide?
Creation of 'Tiger Jimmy'?
Crazy snowball fight in Krishnas backyard (Deng,Jimmy,Krishna and I)?
Introduction to "Waffle Girl"?
Chicken Box?
Frisy day we all saw Jackass the Moive?
The Jon beat down at Ray's House?
Hot Mustard Eating contest?
Should I go on?... I've said my 2 cents... I just wish that we will become good friends again before the year end, so we can spend a wicked night at formal, just handing out and reminessing (typeo I know) about the past... That'll be the most badass night alive...
Fall to Pieces:
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
posted by Shawnathan @ 6:35 PM
7 Comments:
Wow... in spare today me and felix were talking about the same thing! (sorta)
*plays x-files music*
and yea, im sure u guys can work out ur differences!
The x files theme song is wicked. and about this, i think its a good thing but i dont think itll be the same as before. maybe after a few years we might all look back and have a nice larf. To have everyone back together again would be awesome but some wounds are quite deep and will take longer to heal. that was also quite corny but i think true. so thats my 2 cents about dis thing so yeah. peace.
* cheers to you dr. mah *
its time the bhood gets back together. put aside the differences.. start from scratch.
" hello.. my name is ________ "
*sigh* Its not that we all dont get along for no reason, its just some of us are very different people and thats why we dont get along...opposites attract sure, but when the difference are that glaring, conflict arises...
I dont know why you're trying to be such a martyr butters...good cause sure...but why... I mean everybody who still talks to one another, still says hi in the halls, are still friends in some respect...lets be honest here, jamil and raymond are never gonna be friends, but that doesnt stop me from saying hi to jimmeerd in the halls or stoppin to talk to him when I get the chance...
- Shawnathan
Nelly and Shawn are both right. Having fun together will be good all over again. But thats the past, shit happened to you guys and things won't be the same. Like Shawn said, some people are just too pissed at each other to be friends.
They'll probably continue to start shit. So why not let it be as is? Why does every friendship need to be titled something? When you look back, good times are good times simple yet deep.
Don't make things more complicated than they already are. Afterall, whats done is done. Regretting won't do you any good. The world stops for no one. Not even you.
Dr.Mah,
I understand that the world doesnt stop for me, I think I know all to well about that. And sadly enough, it probably did come to an eng. And true, some hurtful things can never heal, but still.... it saddnes me how this got all out of hand when it could of been easily avoided, and things like that just tick me off sometimes.. Hope to see you all at formal though..
well.. back to studying calc.
you see, this whole situation was like a divorced couple....we have split and getting back together may seen fine and dandy to start off with, but as time goes on the same arguments will resurface and the splitting will occur again...so lets not attempt any shit, just keep things as they are...as they are much better than how things used to be...
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