Foot prints of my existance

Dr.Mah...
(yea typos, but fuck it, i'll change it when i'm not dead tired)
Foot prints of my existance

Miles away to see your face
It's not the distance that bothers me
but the time I've spent with you was short
A void that can never be filled
A hunger of guilt that can never be satisfied
Flowers in different colors, to brigthen up the day
With your new friends around you it feels cold
No longer a cold night but a frezzing day

As I walk on the snow
my foot prints leave my existance
As the tears hit the ground
Will pave nothing but a slippery track
Through the clouds will come light
Where I wish to one day take flight

It has become less frequent that I've visit
It has been more guilt that keeps me await
Life becoming a game of chance
God becoming the player in charge

As I walk on the snow
my foot prints leave my existance
But like all good things in life, there will be change
When cold becomes hot, and hot beaomes cold
the foot print will be no more, like an existance that never was
a mistake that never happened....
-13.W

Walls paint Black

Isolation is how I feel in a open space
In my sleepless mind I will pace
Back and forth into th dark
My insomic mind will leave it's mark
Will I be missed as the years go by
Will I always be the person that relays
on help no matter where I go
Can a child such as I fill this meaningless hole

If tomorrow would be our last day together
will you follow me forever?
An overdramtic boy with simple desires to live
So who will break the walls of this room
Who can free me from this safe womb

Failure is the blue map for my design
But I have these friends of mine...
that will represent my existance
And if my friends represent the person I am
Then perfection is where I will stand
But can they break these walls around me
Can then be the one that set me free

If tomorrow would be our last day on earth
Will you make it all worth it
The sound of laughter is not far away
But the tasste of tears have seem to stay

They say a child choses their parents
And though times seem rough now
We'll learn to make it somehow
If blood is thicker then water
then allow my sorrows be drowned harder
And leave me nothing but what will stay
a bond in our vein,
the password that noone would ever know

Tomorrow will always be tomorrow
And a step is what will follow
towards hell and back i will go
I am still a stray dog
howling through the fog
but through these hollow halls
will reamin a room filled with black walls....
-13.W