Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Saturday, October 02, 2004

I would rate this day 18/10 THATS 180% OF FUN

-Dr.Mah
Today was pretty badass, school started as normal.. I would wake up,get ready for school, go to my SIA meeting and start class. But today was somewhat different. Today wasnt as depressing ^.^. We had a assembly today and it wasnt bad. I love Nelly, so i'll say that i love the script he wrote, and yet everytime i watch SAC doing their thing alittle part of me dies inside...=( [I want to be up there] But back to my point.. yea the assembly was pretty badass but the only con, and this is a big one now, is that it was only 30 mins long.. so we all ended up having like.. 1hr 30min classes, oppose to the normal 80mins. That kinda pissed me off a bit.. and I had chem as well. Now i ADORE science, I love everything about it.. but theres such thing as 'Too much of a good thing is a bad thing'. And I have Andersen for chem.. which is also another pro and con situation. Now Mrs.Andersen is like a totally badass teacher.. but she is damn hard when it comes to marking.. she owned up all our labs... -.-.. Next I had clac class... I have Hellsten for a teacher, that guys really badass but he gets confused himself sometimes when he teaches and that kind of confuses the class, which isnt a great thing. My 3rd period would be food... Food is alright class.. I just dislike the Teacher, well shes ok.. but sometimes she can seem very moody [heh I guess we have something in common then] After that class, since it was Adrians Bday, HAPPPPPPY B-DAYYYYYY A-BoMb, me,wilson,#2 (simon tsang ^_^) and A-bomb went to get pho.. it turns out that only me and Wilson bought because Adrian already ate, and #2 packed -.-!..
||OH YES, before I go on.. heres Me, Wilson and A-bombs wicked ass plan.. so on Friday the 8th, Hilary Duff's (s2) new movie comes out 'Raise your voice' and the badass plan is that we go afterschool to Wilson's house, drop our bags off, Wilson will drive us to STC, then we watch the movie.. go out to dinner, and during Dinner we discuss the movie|| So last period has come.. and we had drama class.. I had a line test with my group members, Krishna and Shawn, and i totally fucked up, This was the first time I messed up as well... i felt like shit after. Well school ended and shawn gave me a lift home so I was able to drop off my bag and get some money. I gave shawn 20$ for gas because hes been such a badass friend giving me all these rides and stuff I decided it would only be right to pay for the gas. We went to the gas station and I felt kinda thristy. Long story short, I told shawn to fill out just 18$ of the 20$ i gave him so i could use the rest of the 2$ for some Slushy ^___^. After that we were driving around, waiting till 6 so we could go somewhere and do some stuff ( will be explained later on).. and Shawn was like "Hey.. lets call Nick and see if we can visit him", Now I met Nick only like... 6 months ago, but hes a real badass guy. Hes totally fun and very kind =D!.. Well we visit Nick and we went in watching the tele and playing Ping pong. I totally got owned by a half brown guy (Sean, A.K.A Shawn) After that we went to this dinner thing at 6.. in which Shawn was suppose to preform for some seniors.. He ended up not doing so because his heart wasnt in it.. and another good reason, which I'm sure he will explain in his blog. So we drove around and it was alomost 7 so we called up JJ (SUCK MY JAGON BITCH) and we went to pick him up for dinner. On our way there we called Krishna as well but he was nowhere to be found.. Anywho we arrived at Jj's (Aka Jamil) and he told us that Nissay pooh (aka Nis, aka My fav. Smelly tamil in the world, j.k ^.< [thats a wink] and YES nis, I will soo call you that forever) would get off work at around.. 8:30 so we had to do something till then. Jj told us to go to the park and just 'chill' so we did. We walked around and starting talking and joking around when Jj spotted these two bunnys. Long story short, in the end I got to pet one of the bunnies and so did Jj... one of them almost ate grass off of Shawn's hand which is pretty badass... 20 mins later we ended up chasing the bunny and it was soo CUTE ^.^... Yea, so after that we went to pick up Kaka from ryans for dinner. We went to 'Which Resturant' and we almost hit a van.. I saved all there asses with my Hawk eyes.. yea so we made it to teh rest. and we just remember that we forgot Nissay pooh, so we got back in the car and picked that bastard up, (I love that guy) We had dinner and started to joke around..i had to go home by 10 so we kinda rushed in a way and well i made it home in time
It's night like these in which I relaize how Lucky i am to have best buds like Kaka, Jizzrag, Seaaaaaaan and Nissay pooh. I'm not trying to be gay or anything, but its friends like them that make my life less depressing everyday... So that was my long day basically, i'm sure this blog will own up Shawns Nis, and Jj's...But Nis has a badass name for his blog.. Pus something.. u gotta really check it out.. well its like 11:40 now and I must sleep soon.. Gotta wait up to visit a friend at Sick kids with shawn.. and we gotta wake up at like 6, but as shawn says "Anyhing for a friend".. then Shawn has to meet amy at 2.. in which he is really excited about becuase he misses her alot...-.-.. they sicken me btw.. because they're 'Happy' =X.. and After sick kids i gotta meet up with an Old friend because I need some answers in my life.. and he seems to be the only one now with all of them... Anywho.. had a wicked day..
Krishna, Shawn and the Innuyasha Experience 4 Lif3.. Hi1ary 4 Lif3...

How do I give up a love that meant soo much to me.. how do I go one when your part of me.. I'm dying inside each time I see you, dont lose site of me cause your all I see


Friday, October 01, 2004

Magic...and...Sick Kids

Today was a wicked day...I went to school dressed in a suit....

1) Yesterday Krishna asked me if I wanted to be in the SAC assembly, so Im like "sure"...all I had to do was dance, and I got to skip physics for it...haha. The assembly was pretty good I thought, and I congratulate you NELLY on a job well done...VINDICATOR!!!!!...

2) After the assembly Felix and I headed over to Bethune to see Nick and Jess and all them other blokes we know. So we get to Bethune..and I get out of the car, then start getting stuff out of my briefcase..and Felix is like "are you really gonna do magic?"...I was like.."Always gotta be prepared"...so we go inside (...after Felix got owned by some kid who totally ignored him when Felix asked him to open the door...haha)....and we meet Nick in the "commons" (forum) and his friend...and like 20 seconds into the conversation..his friend is like.."is he the magician?...show me a magic trick"...I look at Felix and say "yep..told ya..haha"...So I show her something...and she gets blown away...which draws an even bigger crowd of 5 or 6 people...I blow them away...which draws an even bigger crowd of 10-15 people..and eventually there are like 20-30 strangers gathered around me watching me perform...I was very proud of my performance too, knocked their socks off, haha...I think I lived up to my reputation...it was wicked..I was walking down the halls of Bethune and people are whispering.."hey thats the magician"...haha...and then the crowd dimmed down a bit, and the last big trick I did was where I pulled a bra off Marlon...everybody in the "commons" laughed their asses off..haha

3) After that little show I put on, which didnt cease to wow and amaze...I went and chilled in their cafe...but then I remembered that Marlon was learnin to become a B-boy..so I was like.."let's go on the stage...show me ur stuff"...so after liek 5 minutes of me saying that, and Marlon declining my offer...he FINALLY gives in and we both on stage...and he does the moon walk...so I do the moon walk...he does the wave...so I do the wave...then I pull out all of this shit I know..glides and such, and I start "liquid"-ing...Marlon backed off, haha..it was too funny....but the funniest part was when I was coming down from the stage, some kid waves me over and this is our conversation...

Kid: "Yo do you teach here?"
Shawn: "lol..no..um...how old do I look to u?"
Kid: "You look like a teacher.."
Shawn: "only 17 man"
Kid: "cool, so...do you teach hip hop?"
Shawn: "WHAT?!..hahahahah"

funniest conversation ever...

So anyway, after that their lunch was over, so Felix and I mission back to campbell...where we spend like another 30 minutes in the SAC room

4)In drama, last period, Butters and I were talking to Fazia about going to Sick Kids hospital and she was like.."Are you going there to do magic?"...I was like.."nah, we're just goin to visit Jenn"...but...THANK YOU FAZIA...because you have opened my eyes, so to speak...I was supposed to perform tonight at that seniors function...but before I went on...I was like.."i cant do this"...and I just told them I had to go...and it wasnt cause of my nerves or anything...it was cause my heart wasnt in it...I just kept thinking about Sick Kids Hospital and performing magic for them...and I realized that doing magic for those seniors isnt what I really want...I WANT to do magic for Sick Kids Hospital...so...aye thank you kind Fazia for your inspiration...and tmr Im gonna ask the Admin at Sick Kids Hospital about what I would have to do in order to be able to perform for them...I have my sights set on it...so...yea...

5) After I backed out of the senior thing, we went to pick up Jamil and then we went to Milliken Park to chill for a bit until Krishna and Nis became available...it was soo cool...at Milliken we just say and chilled for a bit, then we started walkin around and we ran into 2 bunny rabbits....so we just spend 30 minutes trying to creep up on the rabbits...and Butters and Jamil both got to pet the thing, and I came | | this close to having it eat out of my hand...and I quote Jamil, "that was wicked..such a peaceful experience"...then we just chased the bunny into the abyss of night..haha...good times...anywhoodles...we went to go pick up Kaka and Nis and then we went to Witch (Which Restaurant)...where 2 different vans almost ran right into me...*sigh*....good lookin out Butters...but yea...after we ate there...we all parted ways for the night..and by parted ways...I mean I drove them all home, haha...

and Jamil likes Taking Back Sunday - A Decade Under The Influence.....I AM SO TURNING YOU INTO A ROCKER JJ..lol... (0_0)\_/, ...haha...he was singing the words..gangster

- Shawnathan

Thursday, September 30, 2004

My template

So i decided to make our blog more personal.. putting things that may look cool and that really means something to me.. so go ahead and read the Profile and everything.... and btw.. shawn will flip once he sees what i have done with this ^_________^ (he HATES hilary) . .....i was right.. he flipped =X

Magic and more

Today was just another dog-dangling day at skool. I was supposed to say for Improv Team meeting after school, but I was like.."yep, so...im gonna go home and do magic"...so I drove home. So I get home, and I put on my suit, the suit that wear whenever I do magic (I cant help it..suits are wicked..it has pin stripes for christsakes...) and then Krishna and Butters call me up cause they need a ride to Futureshop...and yea..JJ and Nis are with them. So I dont bother changing, and I leave the house and go pick em all up, and we end up goin to some place called Henry's...then back to Wooside...then I dropped all of them home...and yea...good times...picked myself up 2 bags of chips...so that will last me a lil while..."tide me over" sorta thing....

The reason that I am practicin magic is cause I was asked to perform magic at some seniors function at L'Amoreaux Comminuty Centre tmr for like an hour or so. Feels so good to be doing magic again...I have literally NO hw tonight, so its all about magic tonight...just goin over my routine, seeing what goes where...that kinda thing. See the thing about magic is...

It is the only talent, where you practice practice practice, just so nobody can ever see what you do...

Where you are Butters?...

P.S. I miss amy...

Everything works out in the end

Its true. I mean, I was once a skeptic, a disbeleiver, if u will...but the events of the past few months have led me to realize that everything truly does work out in the end...for the better I mean..not for the worse..

Some might be saying to themselves...wtf is that guy smokin...but here's a little story...an anecdote that proves my theory that everything works out in the end for the better...

Back at macphail I liked this girl name Amy...for like..2 and a half years...and I watched as guy's came, and guy's went...and I kept telling myself that as long as she was happy I was happy. Valient...honourable...but misguided I was. Anyway, for a long while I told myself that things between me and her would never work out, but for some reason I still kept on liking her...possibly due to the fact that you always want what you cant have, ill never know for sure...but yea...I kept on liking her and she never liked me (well except for a breif week..but that was it)...and then the "dark ages" happened shortly into gr. 9. And yea, the end result of the "dark ages" was me losing touch with her for 2 years..until I saw her a couple of months ago. And we actually started talking again, and reminiscing about how stupid we were back then, and things like that...and yea...long story short...she's my girlfriend now.....that would be...5-6 years AFTER i initially started liking her in gr. 6....and yea...moral of the story is...no matter how long it takes, everything works out in the end for the better....

The reason I bring this all up, is cause we're going through another "dark age" in our little group of friends, and regardless of what happens...everything will work out for the better...in the end....its just gonna take some time, but everything will take it's course...

Happy Birthday to Krishna (that was about 40 minutes ago)...

and yea...anything to say Butters?