Songs eh.. (It may look long but once you start reading it, you'll find out that you dont have to read it all, just certain parts)

Dr.Mah:
Its been a shitty week for everyone I think.. and well I dont know what to say on how I feel about my week. Full of ups and downs.. and sadly enough more downs then up.(WAYYYYYY MORE DOWNS THEN UP a ratio of 1000000:0.0001) So i was thinking about what to write.. and well I saw Jo's blog..and there was this one entry that really caught my eye.. there was no writting on it.. well about her day that is.. just lyrics to this song.. and well I decided to steal that idea XD |sorry jo| >______________<.. Oh but these songs arent just for me.. its for all those poor souls I've been talking to.. I know that most of the people I talk to are pretty down in the dumps and well.. these are just a couple song lyrics and song titles to help you out:

Just the titles:

Sad Songs:
Any Coldplay Songs
My Happy Ending - Avril
Mr.Lonely - Akon (btw ken this is a Badass song)
I Thought She Knew - N'sync
Emotionless - Good Charlotte
My Immortal - Evanesces
Now You Know - HD (Hilary Duff)
Overboard - The Rosenbergs ( Now this song is HELLA rare.. so just msg me for it)
Burn - Usher
Cry - Mandy Moore/HD (both VERY different versions)
Mix Tape - Brand new

Motivating/Joyful/Angry songs:
Where Did I Go right: HD
Hold on - Good Charlotte
Young and Hopeless - GC
Road to Recovery - Rufio
Hear you me - J.e.w (Jimmy eat world)
Cute without an 'E' - Taking Back Sunday (TBS)
A Decade Under The Infulence - TBS
Theres No 'I' In Team - TBS
You'r So Last Summer - TBS
My Boo - Usher ft A.keys
Someones Watching Over Me - HD


Now for the lyrics, fyi, those song titles are just a selection of my top rated songs.. I'm going to Cat. the songs by emotions.. just to make it more easier on you

Lyrics (only some parts of the song)

Anger: Seventy Times Seven by Brandnew [Rock]
||Comment: Oh man.. if your just full of hate.. just listen to this.. Its bascially about this guy and how his best friend took his gf.. and man this is a depressing/angry song.. The hateful msg is for both his friend and his ex||

"""Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know,
like how to deal with despair, or someone breaking your heart.
For twelve years I've held it all together but a night like this is begging to pull me apart.I played it quiet left you deep in conversation.I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen.I remember I kept thinking that I know you never would,
but now I know I want to kill you like only a best friend could.
As if this happening wasn't enough I got to go
and write a song just to remind myself how bad it sucked.
Ignore the sun, the cover's over my head.
I wrote a message on my pillow that says, "Jesse, stay asleep in bed."
So don't apologize. !!I hope you choke and die!!.
Search your cell for something with which to hang yourself.
They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.
Everyone's caught on to everything you do
Everyone's caught on to
And everyone's caught on to everything you do (And I can't let you, let me down again.)
Everyone's caught on to (And I can't let you, let me down again)
So, is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish.
I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there's ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
and again when your head goes through the windshield.
And is that what you call tact?
You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back.
So let's end this call, and end this conversation.
and is that what you call a getaway?
well tell me what you got away with.
cause you left the frays from the ties you severed
when you say best friends mean friends forever"""

Sorrow: Fall To Pieces by Avril[Soft Rock]
||Comment: Oh lord.. this was a hard one to pick.. considering that 90% of my playlist is like depressing haha.. but Thanks to simon I think this pops up as Number one.. I can always put Glommy Sunday .. but thats just yea.. you gotta know the story behind that song..=\.. well yea.. hmm this song is about, well in the lyrics it talks about how this person just wants time to stay still.. Its depressing for me because its about a lost love? not sure.. just check this out||

"""I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you"""

Confusion: The Getaway - Hilary Duff [Pop/Rock]
||Comment: I know what you'r all thinking and no I didnt pick this song because of HD..=P.. now this song is about how This person is finally getting over someone but then somthing happens and that person is just thinking about wheater she and that guy should get back together.. its a damn good song so check it out||

"""Here I am again
Talking to myself
Sitting at a red light
Both hands on the wheel
How am I supposed to feel?
So much running through my mind
First you wanna be free
Now you say you need me
Giving mixed signals in size
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Push the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
I can't keep coming back to you
Every time you're in the mood
To whisper something sweet in my ear
It's so hard to move on
Cause every time I think you're gone
You show up in my rearview mirror
Is this just a detour?
Cause I gotta be sure
That you really mean what you say
It's so hard to let you in
Thinking you might slam the brakes again
Push the pedal down
Heading out of town
Gotta make a getaway
The traffic in my brain's
Driving me insane
This is more than I can take
You tell me that you love me first
Then throw your heart into reverse
I gotta get away
To a place where I can be redefined
Where you're out of sight
And you're out of mind
But the truth is I can't even say goodbye"""

Depressing: Promise - The Getaway [Punk]
||Comment: HOLY SHIT.. DONT listen to this song if you just want to shoot yourself.. man this song is beyond sorrow it deserves a group by itself.. the lyrics are alright but its the way the guy sings it.. and well I listened to this song alot when I was down so maybe thats why it brings me such BADDDDD memories||

"""What would say if I asked you not to go
To forget everyone, forget everything
And start over with me
Would you take my hand and never let me go
Promise me you'll never let me go
And now the stars aren't out tonight
But, neither are we to look up at them
Why does hello feel like good bye
These memories can't replace
These wishes I wish and Dreams I chase
Take this broken heart and make it right
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left Remembering what it's like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know you're not making this easy
I never thought I'd be the one to say
"Please don't, please don't leave me"
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left Remembering what it's like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know you're not making this easy
You're not making this easy
Take my hand and never let me go [x2]
Promise me
You'll never let go [x4]
Make this last forever
I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone
Left Remembering what it's like
To have you here with me
I thought you should know
You're not making this easy [x6]
So, I fall asleep tonight
Cause that brings me closer to you."""

Hope: If You'r Not The One - Daniel Beddingfield [Alternative]
||Comment: This song is sad and happy i guess.. its about not giving up in a relationship.. So this is for all you hopeless romantics out there -.-!!! bakas..XP.. then again. I'm one myself >___________________<||

"""If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side""

Regret: International You Day - No use for a Name [Acoustic Version] !!AND!! Standard Lines - Dashboard Confessionals [Alternative]
||Comment: Oh gosh.. so many people I have talked to with soo many regrets..(including me =\) and i just cant find one song for this category.. =X../International You Day... this I dont have to explain, just read the lyrics, this is also VERY VERY rare.. so msg me for it/\Standard lines... THis isnt much of a regret song.. but it makes you feel as though the person singing this is sorry for what he has down
International You Day:
"""I'm sorry that it took so long
to write this song
but i gave up
you see one million words can't describe
how it feels
to know your love
where did i go wrong?
i should have told you from the start
that i'm closer then you think
when we're apart
nothing that i've tried
is as simple as this line
but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day
i swear i'm giving up my inside
to the one
that i adorded
i know this world is big enough
for you and i
but i'll give you more
i'm coming home today
to wipe the tears right from your eyes
i'm totally enamored by your life
nothing that i've done
has ever been for one
but without you
my life is incomplete
my days are absolutely gray
and so I'll try
let your heart know for sure
that i have so much more to tell you
every single day
my life is incomplete
my rites are absolutely gone
so wake me up
before you leave today
something i need to say
cause they'll be nothing when you're gone"""

Standard Lines:
"""Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it,
this will be the best for us both in the end.
But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve for you.
But this new diet's liquid
and dulling to the senses.
And it's crude but it will do.
Which of the standard lines will we use?
I've been meaning to call you. I've just been so busy.
We'll catch up soon.
Let's make it a point to."""

Joy: Sweet Sixteen - Hilary Duff
||Comment: Ok.. now let me get this straight I DONT HAVE ANY HAPPY SONGS..and well this song was infulenced by someone from the past, lets not dwell into that or else I'll have to listen to some songs from the Depression category -.- =(!, but i would say this is pretty optimistic.. so here it is, Sweet Sixteen as your happy song||

"""Today I'm gonna ride away
And feel the sun throughout my hair
Finally free to be who I wanna be
Who that is I don't really care
'Cuz I've got friends who love me
Blue skies are above me
My blonde hair is everywhere
Sweet sixteen
Gonna spread my wings
Sweet sixteen
It's my chance to shine
Sweet sixteen
Discovering
Sweet sixteen
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen
Drivin' down to the club where we go to dance
Radio is blastin' and the top is down
There ain't nothin' in my way
'Cept the traffic of L.A.
And I've got friends who love me
Bright stars shine above me
My blonde hair is everywhere
Mamma loves me and a sister who shows me, and a daddy's always there
I wanna know what it feels like
I need to see it from the inside
I can taste a bit of what I will find
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen"""

Just msg me for any of these songs that you want.. I'll be MORE then happy to share them with you


Excellent Dvd by the by =X

RAISE YOUR VOICE!!

Dr.Mah:
Ah nothing like a NEW Hilary Duff movie to cheer me up after a very shitty day yesterday. Oh man Wilson, Adrian and I had the most badass plan..and it went off pretty smoothly.But first allow me to talk about my day. Chem went off as normal. It was alright, pretty fun, but thats me, i'm sure that others found chem boring, but HOW CAN CHEM GET BORING!?! its like the best class alive. Well yea, next was drama, drama was alright, but then I was getting really tired for some reason.. so I become alittle moody.. so BLAh.. and food.. man that was the best class od the day.. I had to do a quiz, and got dang it.. I was too damn cocky.. I didnt study and I screwed myself over.. I mean I probably got like 85ish in the quiz, but still.. when I saw how hard the quiz was I started laughing and going 'ah damn.. should of studied' I had a chance to cheatbut I didnt.. becuase I was scared too =X, so I finished the quiz in like 2 mins.. and when to watch the rest of the presentations that were going on. And man the final group was badass.. they had a OK presentation.. but the game was damn funny. All me and wilson did was dick around really ( Wilson sits beside me).. and there was this one part where we had to roll a dice...so when i rolled it i rolled like a one.. and when they asked me what i rolled me and wilson said 6 at the same time.. What was cool about this was that.. me and wilson didnt even look at each we paused like for 2 secs and said '6'.. it was like the funniest moment of the day, or so i thought, and it was like the best cheating I've ever seen in my life. So during lunch we decided to look up the show timing for raise your voice.. man thats a badass movie.. So yea after lunch i had math.. it was as usual.. just me and deng dicking around.. nothing much happened.. EXPECT that Mr.Hellsten made the funniest ghost impression alive.. oh man..hahah that was the best..Blah.. what am i doing.. i'm going to fast.. at lunch we saw that the only show time was like a 4:10.. so we're like oh man.. wtf we cant make it in time.. so we had the most badass plan..
The Plan:
Wilson would most likely get off early from class because his teacher is totally badass so theres problem there. But as for Me and Adrian... we had a problem.. we knew how slow Adrain was =P.. so i told him to skip.. but LISTEN here.. this is where I shine.. so at the begining of class..I told the teacher that I had a Dr's appointment and asked if I can go early.. and as i predicted.. he would give me the attendance to take down so i can leave a couple mins early.. I took that sheet and earesed Adrains name down.. so he was never marked absent...
So me and wilson met up and we left the school by 3:14.. man that was badass.. and we took the bust.. we made it to Wilsons house by like...3:45 and we took the car.. we made it there at like 4.. and we're like alright thats cool (btw Adrain was there already and he saved us seats) but it turns out that the movie starts at like 3:50 so we're both like WTF... but we made it in time.. we just missed the Previews..
So about the movie.. yea that movie was totally badass.. and thats not because i'm a big fan of HD (Hilary Duff) its because it was soo damn good.I must admit that its better then Cinderella story and the acting was just.. totally damn.. Its kind of a TVB movie.. haha so wilson loved it.. During the movies.. I didnt like some characters so i called this guy a prick.. and damn.. this Mom was looking at me with the most evil eyes alive.. =\.. becuase her like 7 yr old daughter was infront of us..So back to the movie.. DAMNNNNN it was good.. *tear* they sang some songs from her new CD and all i did was like yell out the track Number.. For example.. they sang 'Someones watching over me' and all I did was yell out 'TRACK 14' All in all it was a damn good movie and a pretty good day... OH SHOOOOOOT.. I OWE SANDY ONE MOVIE >______________< sorry.. i was suppose to watch 'Raise Your Voice' With her.. but i can watch SpongggggeBob with her =P.. So yea.. it was a badass day.. GO WATCH THE MOVIE JO AND SU.. its soo badass.... And gentlemen.. Same plan for "Perfect Man" coming out in November..
And yes.. we had dinner at pmall.. it was alright.. not great... but alright.. and I gott save up money now.. (because I want to buy Cinderella Story on Oct.17 CHECK IT OUT ALLLLLLLLL) so i'm going to give my debit to my mom..-.-!!!
you know shes hot Sandy.. you know she is..^_________________________^

Blah?

Dr.Mah
As you may see, I dont have really much to say and I havent been on for a while because I've been so busy. So heres what happened. On saturday, I woke up at 6am to get ready to visit Jenn. I met shawn up at like.. 7am (WHICH HE WAS LATE -.-)and yea, as shawn said.. we feel asleep on the bus. The trip there was long but i think it was worth it. It was good to visit a friend and brighten up their day. We got to her room and we met her mom, and btw her mom is totally badass. Shes like the nicest and funniest mom i've met. And well yea we stayed there for like.. 2hrs or so and we made our way home. Shawn went off at bloor to meet up with amy and i went straight home. The rest of the day was the same. It was boring -.-!!!. On sunday It was sort of the same routine.. Got up at 6 ( for ''Run For The Cure'').. Met up with Andrew and Anita at 7 where Lisa came with her dad to pick us up. And btw, Lisa is damn hardcore, she was really sick and yet she managed to wake up at 6ish make her way downtown with us.. and then go home and study for a algeo test. Thats pretty tough, but yea, After the run we went to get some lunch, then me and anita had to go to Goldhawk Libaray to meet up with the rest of thr group. We got there early so we decieded to call up that stupid chink Wilson for a car ride. In the end the group didnt meet up because ... well really i dont know why.. maybe because we were all so lazy -.-. Since the group didnt make it i asked wilson to drive me home, where then i started to study Cala. I did around 200+ math problems in around 4 hrs.. Its been a while since i actually studied and I think it paid off. Nothing interesting happened yesterday, I did my calc test, which went pretty well, i hope, *knock on wood* and yea.. Its been a morning and painful month for Dr.Mah.. and it'll only get worse... I doubt I'll be on posting any blog later this week, for personal reasons. Oh yes, yesterday Justin (W) , a friend of mine, allowed me to listen to his mini iPod And in it i heard this song called My boo, you know the one feat. Usher and A.keys. well i kind of like that song, and i'm not one to like R&B , but i relally like this song, its the type of song that makes you feel more secure about some stuff, so my advice for you all to check it out. Also check out Hilarys new movie, it seems pretty badass. And I'm not saying this because I'm a HD fan. I will see you all in a week or two, check out my new Hil pics, as much as people make fun of how she looks, which really pisses me off btw because people dont know the real reason I'm so 'obessed' with her, and they will never know, and it's also annoying because seriously, I'm not speaking to all of you but most of you, but can any of you do better then HD?... well thats just my 2 cents of the day, and sorry if I go off sounding very moody, thats because I am -.-

"My Boo"
(feat. Alicia Keys)
There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You'll never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
I don't know bout cha'll
But I know about us and uh
This is the only way
We know how to rock
Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby
It started when we were young girl
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taking over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo
I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man in my life
You will always be my boo
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo
My oh, My oh, My oh, My oh, My Boo It started when we were young girl You were mine my boo Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo Even though we used to argue it's alrightI know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my booI don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh This is the only way We know how to rock I don't know bout cha'll But I know about us and uh This is the only way We know how to rock

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A visit to the Magic Shop

Finally got around to visiting the old proving grounds...the Magic Shop..hehe...but first...a little about my day...

Today was pretty much a dull dog-dangling day...did a lab in physics...went to Krishna's for lunch where we watched some family guy and his mom cooked us food..which was delicious...aye thank you kind sir for your hospitality...

So later on in the day ppl are talking in a group and I just walk away and start staring up at the ceiling for no reason at all...and then like 4 or 5 ppl walk by me and stop and start staring at the ceiling with me...I look at them...and I burst into laughter.."ur all idiots"...then I walk away...truly a great moment....

After school I went to the bank to deposit 200 bucks, but withdraw 300..bringing my total profit to...-100...thats so wicked...Im losing money and I dont care...so anywhoodles...while Im at the bank I call up David and ask him if he wants to go to the magic shop with me, seeing as he's been there before, I figured, why not bring him back again. So I leave the bank, pick up David, then go to put gas in the car, which was 83.3 today...soooo expensive nowadays...but anyway, I digest...from there we went to the magic shop where I asked to see a bunch of stuff...and get this...I ended up spending a little under 300 bucks...I bought the remaining puzzle peices to my routine...now I just have to put it all together, and hope for the best, hehe...here is a list of what to expect in my routine...

Break-Away Wand
Chamelion Silk/Gimpy
Professor's Nightmare
Traffic Light
The Crystal Tube
Sponge ball/Chop Cup routine
Die Box
Ear Plug Routine
Strat-O-Spheres
Dove Pan

...now none of you know what all of that is, but I can assure you its a recipe for a good good time...

well anyway, as we were leaving...I ended up taking a short...half an hour detour..to..god knows where...downtown...lol...last time I try something new....but at any rate...I got back in time to pick up my sister from my aunt's house..and then got home...and that was that...

its really surprising...everything magical that I own, its worth a little less than $1000...about $950....and yet I havent earned one thin dime from it...hehe...thats so wicked....someday I will...but there are more important things afoot...

Speaking of more important things...Jamil gave me this great idea today in the cafe. Basically I organize a magic show, for charity...to help in the fight against cancer..cancer killed my mother and raped my father...*tear*...anyway...its a wicked idea, and I plan on doing that...I could use the drama room as my stage, and I could easily get a sold-out crowd...so I would do it on more than 1 night...so thats likts 80 ppl...5 bucks a pop...lets say, 2 nights...thats like...800 bucks...all towards cancer...thats so gangster...what do you all think of the idea?

Earlier in the evening my bro's friend Gajan, who I somewhat look up to, told me.."ur a good man"...I said.."...praise from ceaser"...

- Shawnathan

Sick Kids Hospitoodles, Amy...and a day of work

Now now, I know what ur thinking, the whole day was filled with me doing school work, but magic and amy were in my mind too, so dont worry bout that, I'll get to that later on in the post...

Yesterday: I woke up at 6am...Amy, I dont know HOW you do it...lol...I felt like throwing myself down the stairs...all 4 fleights of em...but anyway, I woke up at 6 and my dad was up as well, watchin the tele, so I asked him to give me a ride to Campbel; at 7...where I met up with Butters...

on a side note, the night before, I shaved and I cut myself in like 10 different places, I just started bleeding all over my neck...looked like the Pacific Rim...

But I digest, so I met up with Butters at Campbell at 7 and we caught the bus from there, where he gave his MD to listen to on the bus. The bus ride was basically me and him sleepin with earphones on...his head was leaning against the window, my head was leaning against his shoulder...and he tells me once we arrive at Finch Station...

Butters: "Man Shawn you have a heavy head...I didnt wanna say anything, but damn"
Shawn: "...big brain"

I was too tired to care, haha..the subway ride to Sick Kids Hospitoodles was pretty much the same thing as the bus ride..so we get downtown at like 8, 8:15...right on time I'd say. So we just end up walking around, and then Mad World by Gary Jules comes on, on the MD, and then all of a sudden the whole world slowed down...like I swear to god, when you listen to that song, the whole world slows down. But yea, we were walking around for a bit looking for a florist to put together a lovely arrangement of flowers for the one we call...Jennifer Boyd...and we did, at the Delta Chelsea hotel...I'm gonna recommend her to Cheryl...truly beautiful arrangement, and then I asked explicity for 1 single pink rose in the middle...just for Jenn, hehe...it was pinkish-orange..but what are ya gonna do, hehe...so we visited Jenn and she was damn surprised and happy to see us...so was her mother-dearest, whom is a VERY nice person. Well, we spent close to 2 hours in Jenn's room just chatting with her, her telling us how she was, her experiences, us telling her ours...and it was a very lovely time...Jenn's mother-dearest met Colin Farell and hated him...that is SO gangster..lol..she is too good for Colin Farell..BAD ASS...and Jenn has a signed photo of Fabioso from The Strokes and Drew Barrymore from...Tom Green...lol...a movie she was in doesnt come to mind...anywhoodles...she loved the flowers, and she loved the visit, but sadly we had to go...that was around 11...we left and waved goodbye...I scared her by pretending to leave...then I REALLY left haha...we waved goodbye through the window and then we went into the elevator...OUR HEARTS ARE WITH YOU JENN

As we were leaving I went to the receptionist and asked about performing magic for the hospitoodles..she gave me a number that I have to call..which I will call tmr after visitng the magic shop to buy 200 bucks worth of shite for my routine...which I am trying to make an hour in length...the whole thing is costing me about 400-500...and yea..since I have no source of income..haha...thats -(400-500)...but meh..I dont really care...its for Sick Kids Hospitoodles for christ sakes...its not about the money...I would spend more if I had to..who knows...I probably might have to...magic is so expensive, yet oh so worth it, hehe...

So Butters and I leave downtown then part ways on the subway, and I arrive back at STC at noon...I was supposed to meet Amy there at 2....thank Buddha for Butters' MD...I would have committed suicide without it...anyway, the theory that no matter when you go to town centre, u'll always seem someone you know held true again...I saw Pastor Chris from Chuch...I saw my cousin Lisa...I saw Ms. Panagopolous...and I saw Raymond...so I tailed him for kicks..he ran into Krishna at the bus terminal...but I didnt bother to go over to say hi...they were all meeting there to go to the Jay's game...but yea...GOD...I was bored...but I got myself a Super Kid, from Laura Secord and I that tided me over until Amy arrived at 2...and from there on I spent the day with Amy, which was a very very very very very very very enjoyable experience...hehe *mwah* to you dearest...and Butters..I'm sorry I'm so happy...

Today: Today was...work..school work...not much...but still some...finished reading Twelfth Night...Shakespeare was a queer fellow..but he writes some good plays...then I drove over to Butters' place and gave him back his MD...then I went home..and here I am...

Oh..before I forget...my dinner was from Loblaws..lol...thats so wicked...if you ever got the munchies and are short on cash...get a Loblaws Dinner...Full BBQ Chicken, wedges, colesaw..for 11 bucks...thats wicked...we gotta try that sometime yall..just sit there in the car and chill eatin our knockoff swiss-chalet chicken....still good tho...haha

So Jon asked me if he could be my apprentice...I reluctantly accepted his offer...and yea..now Jon is my apprentice...he still needs a stage name tho...I said Jon Shade...what you all think?...anyway...I'm only doin it to help a friend...Anything for a friend...as I like to say...

- Shawnathan