Standing On The Edge of Summer

So thats the real name of the song Butters was referring to in the previous post...

Thursday - Standing On The Edge of Summer

Anywhoodles...Im FINALLY recovering, which is a damn good thing, cause I NEED to start rehearsing my routine again...I did it for the first time in 5 days on Friday...and...jeez-a-loo...I need to start rehearsing again...haha...the show is on Wednesday....I dont think Ive ever been this nervous....well...Ill prolly be REALLY nervous come Wednesday....but...god damn it...haha....just thinkin about it makes me quiver....

Yesterday was awesome...Amy came down...and yea...AMY CAME DOWN...thats enough to make me start singing and dancing in the rain...she is sick now...and...damn it I feel so bad cause I gave it to her...and....DAMN IT...remind me never to kiss her again...

...ahh who am I kidding, I love kissing her...and now I miss her...

See the months they dont matter, its the days i can't take
when the hours move to minutes, and i'm seconds away,

Taking Back Sunday - New American Classic

I woke up today and throat was hurtin too bad...which is a VERY good thing...I feel like I have energy...todays agenda includes, studying for the physics test on monday, doing magic, doing sum stupid photo contest thing for physics, going to JJ's house and watching a movie, helping JJ with his Nunchaku routine for the talent show, and then PERHAPS get around to finally watching American Beauty...but Ill put that one on the back burner incase I dont finish everything else...

Cheers all,

- Shawnathan

Standing On The Edge Of Tomorrow

Standing On The Edge Of Tomorrow - Thursday : This song deserves to be played loud...

Dr.Mah:
Its been 2 week sinces I blogged..and theres a reason for that. There hasnt been much going on in my life. The same old same old, finding out my childhood friend's drug addicition is getting worse, dropping a course, my friend getting suspened for saying 'fuck', having a common hate for common people, exploding on family because I cant conrtol my life, nightmares, you know, same old same old.

FINALLY a pic of Shawn and I

Please Kill Me....

I CANT SLEEP!....this has been the worst week of my life....holy shit!...my fucking sore throat wont go the fuck away...its been a week now!!!...my cold is like completely gone, yet I still have this stupid sore throat...which is keeping me up at night...like last night...I went to sleep at 12...I woke up at 3 cause it was killing me...then I couldnt get to sleep until 5...then I woke up at 7....and just imagine me doing this every night for past 5 or so days....like honest to god...I just want to die...Im gonna take sleeping pills tonight...I just want sumthing that will knock me out and keep me out...so I can have a good night's fucking rest....my throat is keeping me up..and we all know sleep is important in the recovery process...so because I cant sleep, I cant recover, and because I cant recover, my throat wont get better, which means I cant sleep, which, in turn, means I cant recover, and because I cant recover, my throat wont get better.....ITS A FUCKING VICIOUS CYCLE!!!!!

Please, anybody, if ur reading this, ull do me a favour and end my life...just ya know...push me down the stairs...throw me in front of a moving truck...cut my brakes...switch those sleeping pills with cyanide...I DONT CARE...just kill me...

- Shawnathan

New American Classic...

I didnt know what to name this post, so I just put the name of the song Im listening to right now...Taking Back Sunday - New American Classic...

Ill work this blog like Memento (which was a damn good movie), and start from today and go backwards...

Today (tuesday): Im feeling better...I acquired a bit of a dry cough today...nothing to worry about tho cause I dont have a sore throat..remember that...I did like 5 minutes of magic today, haha, Im proud of myself...Simon didnt break anything but he did get a detention for not wearing his lanyard..which was pretty funny...I got my physics test back, 87%, highest mark in the class, but then again, its Muir, so I dunno if that says much...but Im not complaining...then came spare, where Felix, Nisanth, and I, made our way to Tim Hortons, where we had a Beef Bowl Combo....and ladies and gentleman...I can now finally say..."AND THEN I ATE THE BOWL!"....I didnt study for the chem test tmr...GO ME!

Yesterday (Monday): I feel like total shit, I didnt go to school...I woke up and I felt like total garbage...sore throat, stuffy nose, runny nose, headache, pain all over, no energy, the whole shabang....BUT...no cough...which was comforting...cause coughs suck when you have a sore throat...so I went about my day, between sleeping and not sleeping...those were the only 2 phases of my day...in the morning my dad handed me my backpack, which I was very thankful for, until I realized I didnt have the energy to care about its contents....so then Simon msgs me and asks that when I get home, to tell him what physics hw there was...and I quickly msged him back saying.."dood Im sick too"....turns out he was sick as well...haha...and yea...so later on that day...we found out that our physics test got moved from wednesday to next monday which was a godsend....and then simon found out his calc test got moved too...and that he did wicked on his calc quiz that he so sure he bombed...and because of his string of good fortune I told him "dood...tmr a family member is gonna die, or ur gonna break sumthing or sumthing bad has to happen to you"...I didnt start studying for my chem test on wednesday...GO ME!

Sunday: Started off the day fearing to swallow...cause my throat was KILLING me...like literally...I was dieing...I wanted to die...I was waiting for the release of sweet sweet death...and I woke up at like 10...which WASNT GOOD...cause I was supposed to get to Jamil's tourny at 10...which..WASNT GOOD...but I quickly ate and showered and then msged Krishna and told him I was comin at around 12 for the photo...so I left and picked up Butters and went to Jamil's martial arts tourny, where we stayed for like 20 minutes cause I had to go to see Amy...so we left and I went to go pick up the photo from Krishna's..and it was a damn nice photo...later on that day...I saw Amy..which...I dont have to tell you...made my day a hell of a lot better....I gave her the photo that Krishna took..and she loved it...and I FINALLY GOT A PHOTO OF HER...HOURAY...houray for everything....I just hope I dont get her sick...I dont think its contagious...we went car camping again...which basically means we just stayed in the car for most of the time...I like holding her in my arms...feels so right...

Saturday: Yea..so I saw Saw today...after going thru the day realizing that I left my freaking backpack at school...which allowed me to do NO WORK at all...Saw is one crazy movie....I saw it with Rachel and David and Jeannie and JP (Jeannie's new fling thing) and Marlon and sum other black guy Ive never seen before....twas a good time...during the movie Krishna calls me and asks me to drop by and pick up a picture that he took of me, in black and white, when Im holding my magic wand...so I agreed......I hope Amy likes it...and after the movie was done, and I drove Jeannie back to York with JP where Im SURE they went to sleep right after we left...and yea..I forget to get the photo...hopefully I can get it from him tmr...tmr I gotta wake up for Jamil's martial arts tournament at 10...so..hopefully I can...Im startin to feel like hell...



Tickets go on sale Thursday...Get em before they...vanish...

Cheers all,

- Shawnathan