I've committed myself...

Just as the title implies, I have committed myself ladies and gentlemen...to something that will, I hope, take me on a wonderful journey...or at least, help to transform me back into the man I used to be...

One day a week, every week, I will do magic, from noon til night...relentlessly...for people..everywhere..anywhere...

I make this committment to myself in hopes that I will discover something about magic I never have, maybe discover things about myself that I never knew existed, or existed long ago and are now either dormant in me or dead...to break free of this mold I have for myself...I am no longer living to please anybody but myself...

...there is only one other magician that I speak to a regular basis, and he has decided to commit himself to this as well...in Waterloo I will do it after class, and just stay there on campus, until night falls, doing magic wherever I may find myself...when I am back in Toronto, him and I will go wherever we decide to go and perform at random...

I sometimes feel like I've created an alter-ego for myself in Shawnathan...

- Shawn