White Houses

Dr.Mah,

I know, I said I'd pick the song of the year, and write Nis a get well song, but I must hold that for another day because the I MUST post this song.. not posting a beautiful song like this is like a true sin. And if you dont like it...fuck off =P. For sure I'm playing this song crazy loud when I'm driving to formal.*tear* *thinks about uni*

"White Houses"
Vanessa Carlton

Crashed on the floor when I moved in
This little bungalow with some strange new friends
Stay up too late, and I'm too thin
We promise each other it's til the end
Now we're spinning empty bottles
It's the five of us
With pretty eyed boys girls die to trust
I can't resist the day
No, I can't resist the day

Jenny screams out and it's no pose
'Cause when she dances she goes and goes
Beer through the nose on an inside joke
I'm so excited, I haven't spoken
And she's so pretty, and she's so sure
Maybe I'm more clever than a girl like her
The summer's all in bloom
The summer is ending soon

It's alright and it's nice not to be so alone
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses

Maybe I'm a little bit over my head
I come undone at the things he said
And he's so funny in his bright red shirt
We were all in love and we all got hurt
I sneak into his car's cracked leather seat
The smell of gasoline in the summer heat
Boy, we're going way too fast
It's all too sweet to last

It's alright
And I put myself in his hands
But I hold on to your secrets in white houses
Love, or something ignites in my veins
And I pray it never fades in white houses

My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake

Maybe you were all faster than me
We gave each other up so easily
These silly little wounds will never mend
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lie, put my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses

And you, maybe you'll remember me
What I gave is yours to keep
In white houses [x3]

Havent done this in a while...

Oh it's been a long while since Ive blogged...I apologize to all 3 of you who read this blog...haha

This is gonna be a very random blog, cause well I dont know where I should start...so much has happened since the new year began....

I finally got my business cards made...alllllllriiight....after like 3 tries, the guy finally accepted the design...first there was a size issue, then there was a resolution issue...and THEN it was alright...I shall receive them on tuesday...all 1000 of them...and then...I shall venture to random places, and do magic, and hand them out..and I shall reap the benefits...

I did my chem test last friday...and we are gonna get it back tmr..hopefully...Im hoping for the best...just hopin nothing happens...well...nothing bad that is...

I did my physics test today....seriously...I finished it in 20 minutes...what the fuck....terrible, just terrible...there is this bonus assignment that we did, where if u hand it in, u get 100% on ur lowest test score...so...I couldnt care less about whether or not I do good on this test...if I do...yay!...if I dont..yay!...haha

I got my exam schedule today...which...isnt cool...I wanted to get all my exams over with so I could enjoy the days off...but...NOOOOO...chem is on the second last day, and the day after I have Seussical rehearsals from 12-5...and my physics exam is the previous thursday...and I dunno when my drama exam is....*sigh*...just terrible....so much for enjoying myself...but no more tests and such to worry about, just...straight studying until exams...and then semester 1 is over...the first step towards uni....

Im goin to see Amy tmr...thats always good...seems like forever since I last saw her.....really its only last friday...but god damn...forever...

I've recently been audience testing 4 new tricks that Im adding to my walk-around routine...Card to Pocket, a version of the Torn and Restored Card, Mr. Stickman, and The Time Machine....all have gotten great reviews thus far...but I still need to tweak em a bit...more audience testing shall occur in the coming weeks...Im still in the process of learning 3 new illusions, Big Time Las Vegas Leaper, Leap of Faith, and the Bill Switch, which will also need to be audience tested and such, in the not too distant future (I hope)...

I went home like right after school today, only to be called by Butters tellin me to go back cause I missed grad photo sign ups..so I raced back to school...and yea...no more sign ups for now...office said they would keep up posted on more sign up dates and such...I really want my grad photo taken...but then again...I am getting like half a page - a full page in the year book for my magic show...which is wicked...

Cheers all,

- Shawnathan

I wonder how many people I'd piss off? ( A very Random Blog)

Dr.Mah,

New year, new dreams, BULL shit...I think my bad luck strike continues to go on...*sigh* Like serious to fuck.. when does this shit end. And no its not all emotional shit.. its more then that..

But first:
Hmmm I'm pretty dissapointed with the reaction I got from my 'Thank you' List... I mean I did thank EVERYONE.. and when I say everyone I mean everyone.. If I were to know that this would of happened then I would of spend more time thanking more important people (ie: Kelly, I'm sorry for not posting for a while, I've been very busy.. But I thank you for being there and for the HD CD.. you truely are a friend and I thank you), not to say you people arent important..but Meh.. doesnt matter anymore.. Its not important ^.^, I mean alot of people I thank dont even blog =X. So maybe thats why.. So I applied to uni and so I'm EVER more nervous now.. I mean what if I dont make it... what if I dontget the marks I desired, with my luck I doubt I will make it...BLAH

So the title of my blog is alittle odd. I just put that becuase it seems like EVERY blog entry I put now a days I piss off people some how.. EVEN when they didnt even read the blog entry they start talking crap...=.=, but when I say they I dont mean 'The Brotherhood', trust me, I mean other people GRrrrrrrrrRRRRRRrrrrrrrRRRrrrrr.

So what has happened this week.. Some fun things I guess. On Friday I did my eq. test.. I feel confident about this, which is rare.. but I'll try to be more pestimistic... I dont want to be let down when I see my test x_X.
Did my Food presentation.. It was sooooooo shitty, but I wil we still got 100%. (we as in Me,Simon,Wilson,Anita, and Blur (aka Sandy)).. When we went to Wilsons house it was prety fun. I BEAT Baby face in Ping pong.. Totally owned him up. Simon Beat me a couple times...

Friday: Friday is the most Better sweet day Alive.. well 3rd most. I went to school all ready to do the Chem test, and once I finished it's like taking the biggest piss after waiting for weeks. Next was spare. I heard that My good pal Nis was ill, so we went to go visit that smelly tamil. We went but he wasnt there anymore, so we were like fuck that lets get some food. I was going to write him a get well song, but events in my life has prevented that from happening. But a song will be dedicated to you soon Nissay pooh, After I get this shit straighten up =P =). So after my spare comes food. Simon, Wilson and I finished our work first so we decided to search the web. We went to view some blogs and started laughing at some comments made about my song. =D. So after that comes the most wicked thing alive.. We HAD DIM SUM FOR LUNCH!.. WE invited Jo.. but she was too cool for us, so she and her mom went shopping..T.T.. So after that comes Drama... Turns out my teacher, Mr.Mac, is gonna go to a sum41 concert with his brother,..thats so wicked. |Shawn,JJ,Andrea, and I are planning to go see JEW and TBS soon.. which will be so badass.| So I went to work, did a simple 5 hr shift, and went home to bad news. Gawd... its things like these that make me hate life with a passion..

Today: Today was alright, woke up at like 10 for a 10:30 hospital meeting... It was 2 hrs.. I was falling asleep..and after the meeting I called Julie and asked for a ride. She was at the bank doing something important so that meant I had to walk home. I would of done it to, but I was so damn tired, I just had 5 hrs of sleep that night. So I called my best bud Shawn and asked if he could give me a ride. He said he didnt have the car so I was like fuck it, I'm walking. After that, Jj,Shawn,Julie and I had lunch at pho 88. We went back home and had a snow fight as Julie went to the bank again. Once we finished, we went inside to watch tv. Jj fell asleep again.. Shawn and I was watching Naruto.. THATS RIGHT SHAWN WAS WATCHING AS WELL

New song: 'Cycle of Sorrow' Coming soon (may change the name)