Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Thursday, February 24, 2005

Life is g000000000d (Random blog 3)

Dr.Mah,

Before I begin, I wish Ryan a Very Happy B-day... and I will ask you what I ask all my friends that are 18 now.. and that is "Buy me some god damn lotto tickets -____--"
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Yes Lady and Gents.. I said it.. Life is goooood. Something you dont hear from me often, TRUST ME.. So why is it soo good? Because of this wicked March Break I've been having. Now, for those who talk to me, you know I have work everyday.. and I never go out..my time table is more like this

Monday: 11-4
Tuesday: 5-CL(11pm)
Wednesday: 5-CL(11pm)
Thursday: 11-4
Friday: 4-11
Saturday: 5-CL(12am)
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BUT.. it's been a very peaceful week. Spending time alone and "finding" myself is just wicked... I couldn't really ask for anything more.. I mean no drama for once in my life.. but then!.. here's the wicked part. I got two early admissions to York and McMaster... thats soo awesome.. I got York on Monday.. and McMaster on Tuesday.. (Thank you, thank you, no need to for a standing ovation )And because of this.. I have hope for Western now..
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For those who care, which is like.. 1 or 2 people, haha, I'm thinking about dying my hair again.. but havent had much time lately.. =(
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My GM (general Manager) Serge just left yesterday... Shawn was happy about it.. but I know I'm gonna miss him.. which really sucks.. he gave me my job and it's like losing a friend.. *sigh*
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On Tuesday, Wilson and I had lunch.. I payed of course..(since I owe him a shit load of money haha)thats like 15 bucks down.. 35 bucks to go =P I believe..and we had pretty funny converstations...and once again ladies and gents.. Wilson drove like a fucking crazy bastard once again.. -______________---
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[I havent had much time to do homework.. so I think I'll start tonight...]
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My 'Remember, you're speical' Experiment:

Alittle goes a long way they say.. so I think I'll take their word it. So from now on I will monitor everyones activities... how they feel and how they act for the next month.. because after I talk to a person, I dont care if it's family, friend or stranger... I will give them a nice reminder that "no matter how life treats you, or how others treat you, you're a speical person and dont allow other's negative comments get in you're head...etc" something like that.. or just a simple "And remember, you're speical" comment.. I want to see if a little really goes a long way... so for those who read my blog.. and talk shit in my blog..

"You're a complet dumbass.. but remember, you're still speical =)"
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And on the side note.. Guys who hit their gf's or wives are complete dickwads...


And in true Dr.Mah Fashion, heres a nice old song.. one of OLP's best I say:

Clumsy
Throw away the radio suitcase
That keeps you awake
Hide the telephone, the telephone, telephone, in case,

You realize that sometimes you're not okay
You level off, you level off, you level off,

And its not all right now


You need to understand
There's nothing strange about this
You need to know your friends

You need to know that


I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud

And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
There's no one laughing
You will be safe in here
You will be safe in here


Throw away this very old shoelace
That tripped you again
Try to shrug it off, shrug it off, shrug it off
It's only skin now
You need to understand
There's nothing fake about this
You need to let me in
I'm watching you



And I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
No ones around



And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
There's no one laughing
You will be safe in here ow
You will be safe in



I'll be waving my hand watching you drown
Watching you scream
Quiet or loud



And maybe you should sleep
And maybe you just need, a friend
As clumsy as you've been
There's no one laughing
You will be safe in here ow ow
You will be safe in ow ow

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