Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Here I am...

So here I am, posting on my brand new laptop and man oh man what a beautiful laptop it is...it's a Compaq R4000 if any of you care to google it or whatever...the specs. are awesome...and its solely mine...which is the best part....

Yesterday, was Amy's and I's official 1-year anniversary...well...techinically it was the anniversary that celebrated our first meeting again after a long long time apart...and the day was lovely...it had its ups and downs as does any other day...but the ups far outweighed the downs...we went to the bluffs, we went to the park to just lay there on a blanket and stared up at the sky and the lovely tree we were under...that was like..heaven..right there...i couldnt have asked for a better moment in my life...we went to dinner at Swiss Chalet, and we went to breakfast at Markham Station...2 very lovely meals, with 1 very very lovely person...Amy and I, keep doing this thing, where we are thinking the exact same thing at that moment, or we were going to say the exact same thing...its really quite freaky, and yet romantic at the same time...whatever it is, I love doing it cause it shows we're sort of connected I guess...we "click"...anyway...the day was just lovely....we the entire time together, mostly in each other's arms...I'm not going to lie to you all..Amy and I fight quite a bit...but it's worth it...it really is..cause the good times far outweigh the bad...and I'm okay with our fights, cause in all honestly, we're still just starting out, and working out the kinks....some kinks just took a longer time to surface than others...but I'd do anything for the girl, and I'm willing to work at it cause she's worth it..we're worth it...

Speaking of romanticism...I saw The Notebook last night..and oh dear sweet jesus mary mother of god son of jospeh born in a barn....it is THE greatest love story ever...by the end of the movie I was blubbering like a baby...and really guys, it takes a real man to cry...last half hour of that movie..nothing but tears...felt so tired afterwards haha...if you are a hopeless romantic you'll LOVE this movie...I know I did...

Speaking of The Notebook...it saved my ass...saved it good...see I told my mom I spent the night at Nick's, but because I made my brother 3 minutes late for work, he ratted me out to my mom, and said I didnt come home, and that I made him late for work....so she asked me for Nick's number....so I gave it to her...but then quickly called Nick on my cellphone, so my mom would get a busy signal....DODGED A BULLET...never get call waiting nick...NEVER....so I was scared for the rest of the night that my mom would just up and call and speak to nick's mom...so that's when I watched Notebook to take my mind off of the situation that would most likely cause my untimely doom...after I was done, and I wiped the tears from my eyes...I went into the living room with the DVD..told my dad to turn off whatever he was watching....I put in the DVD...told my dad to turn it on...he switched to the DVD channel...and you should have seen my mom's face light up when she saw The Notebook on the screen...it was priceless...see she's been asking me for it for a long time now...she saw it in the theatres and loved it...she even read the book afterwards and loved it...and I beleive that after that moment when she saw that The Notebook was in the DVD player, all was forgotten.....my dad saw it and he was like...."oh god pure stupidness.."....I thought to myself.."how did I come from you?"...haha...

I was supposed to go downtown yesterday...but my mother dearest was starting to get angry at me...see I was home for like...7 hours in the past 4 days...Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday....it's been...yea...HELLO SUMMER....

I might be getting a job at McDonald's, while still doing magic on the side...should be a fun time...it's less stressful than Pizza Hut, by far...cause sometimes I was like the only one at the make table and there were like 10 orders up....but god bless the TEAM setting....

I've got a magic for at the Goldhawk Community Picnic..they are paying me $150 or 3.5 hours....oh well..lol...it's still money that I really do need for one reason or another...

Yesterday everybody went to Mr. Mac's place to see his little daughter Sofia, and to have a bbq...I missed out on 3 kinds of pork, according to Mr. Mac when he called me...the bastard....but I was with Amy so that made it worth missing....

Cheers,

- Shawnathan