Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Thursday, March 17, 2005

Tomorrow

Just a couple things before I begin... I hate physics and Excellent Job Formal, I knew you guys can do it!

Tomorrow
By: Simon Mah

The second I walk right pass you
I think about the things that we went through
But that was the past and today makes no difference
I'm sorry for the pain you went through,
This soul will always be with you.
And what's done is done and there is no tommorrow..
Because....

I'm full of sorrow
Life ends tomorrow
And I just don't want to know-oh-oh
For I need my morals
So please let me borrow
Your soul before I truely let go-oo-oh

My Friends all worried about me
But I just couldn't really see
Through the pain and all the madness or tomorrow
So I screamed and said some stupid things
But I never meant a single thing
And this cloud above covers my tomorrow
For...

I'm so full of sorrow
Life ends come tomorrow
And I just don't want to know-oh-oh
For I need my morals
So wont you let me borrow
Your soul before I truely let go-oo-oh

And I feel so weak without you
You tried to teach me but I doubt you
And seeing you lay in that bed
Fills painful thoughts inside my head
Your lost will leave me sleepless nights
Leaveing me to remember all those fights
We had when we were young
And I wait till tomorrow..
Because...

My life is so hollow
And when it comes by tomorrow
I will miss all my friends
Best Friends till the end
And Funny how this life turns out
For all of us without a doubt
Never saw these events comning
Until tomorrow...
I'll leave this sorrow...
so please let me borrow....
........your love

-13.W

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Somewhere Over The Rainbow...

GREATEST SONG EVER...its from the wizard of oz, and honestly, it brings a tear to my eye everytime I listen to it or sing it to myself...Ill post the lyrics at the end of this rant...

I fell asleep with a deck of cards in my hand last night...thats....hardcore...

In regards to anything magic, Ive just been rehearsing, and trying out some new stuff that Ive recently learned, and Im learning some other stuff...thats in regards to my close-up magic...as for my stage routine, Ive just been rehearsing...I left everything out yesterday after I was done...I was gonna rehearse again today...but I think Im gonna just pack it up and do some prep work that has to be done....

For those who are wondering, Amy are I are doing great...it was our 6 months on March 5th...and...yea...its been a damn good 6 months...and we show no signs of stopping..god how I love being with her...everything else just melts away...so freakin awesome...you know..all we ever do...is nothing...just sit there, or lay there, depending on the situation, and just let time go by...we just do whatever, talk about whatever and most importantly, we just be with one another, which is what I want more than anything....

Im seeing her again on Sunday, which is, once again, for those of you who care, my birthday....I never really get to enjoy my birthdays...they've always been pretty depressing days in that past for one reason or another...if anything my birthday just serves as a tool to show how much nobody really listens...in recent years Ive told my entire family, get me a deck of cards...and every year I get...shirt Ill never wear, pants I dont need, and just..clothes in general...Im grateful...Im just sayin, why give em to me when I wont use em..give em to somebody else who will...knowing my brown family, I'd prolly get the same shirt we gave to them 5 years ago...I think it would be EASIER for them to get me a deck of cards...I mean they could get it while they are grocery shopping..I get em at No-Frills....ah well...

Some of you might think a deck of cards is a strange thing to ask for, but...seriously...I fell asleep with one in my hands last night...I ask for a deck of cards, cause nobody is gonna make the hour-trek to the magic shop for me...mostly because I dont want them to....and yea..a deck of cards is something I want, its something I most definately need, and its inexpensive...

It was Battle of the Bands on March 10th...which was...a...thursday I believe...and Elite 4 got robbed....they sang Destiny's Child - Survivor..and they got robbed...damn chinese populus...we were all in an outrage...David got up and screamed..."ELITE FOUR GOT ROBBED!!!!!!!!" when the 1st place group went up to collect their prize....and yea...before the show..they stopped me as I was goin to my seat, and they asked me to do magic for like 8 minutes during the ballot counting process...how could I say no to them..haha...so I did...and then I got Jamil up there and he recite pi to the 102nd decimal place...and..yea..everybody had a good time...David said after the show, "Im gonna write a letter to Mr. Usih saying that if he doesnt change the results, Im gonna steal his bow-ties...and then he'll be NOTHING!"...ahh we all had a good laugh...

I was supposed to go out last night to celebrate my friend Jeannie's brithday which is on Monday..but my damn mother wouldnt let me go..and wouldnt give me a reason why...blasted woman...oh well, Im sure David and Jeannie and them had a good time...

At any rate...March break starts at the end of Thursday this week...GOD HOW I CANT WAIT...school is such a drag...the only thing that gets me through it most of the time is doin magic for people..friends, teachers, ppl Ive never met before...anywhere, anytime...

Anywhoodles, I best to be mosying along now..gotta pack all this stuff up..and prepping some other stuff...

Somewhere Over the Rainbow - by Dorothy in The Wizard of Oz

Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high,
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue,
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far
Behind me.
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly.
Birds fly over the rainbow.
Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?

Cheers all,

- Shawnathan