Its offical....

Dr.Mah:
I'm getting sick and Lifes a joke.. i just dont see the humor in it...
My week has been a bitch...
so anywho...about the Brotherhood.. now I should really
drop this.. ah shit theres a spider.. brb..(yes i blog like i chat)well thats 2 i killed this week, ok back to the bhood thing.. I think Rufio says it best when they go "And I cant Believe it anyways, when our difference are the same" Its pretty stupid how the bhood ended... and whos to blame.. EVERYONE.... so tell me this.. why did you guys become friends anyways in the first place.. the main reason i believe is because its our difference. This sounds pretty gay, but its our differences that made us closer. Ok.. think about this.. say that one lack skills in math.. well theres always someone in bhood that can teach that person some math .. and that person may need help in something that the person that lacks skills in math can do well.. its basically about how we are each others ying and yang.. (and no the math person is not an example os krishna, its just an example) so yea.. but its funy how over the past months the differences that brought us closer is setting us apart.. how gay/retarted is that... but meh.. its just my two cents of the day.. but its funny how that happened.. and you know why thats funny? Because life is a friggin Joke, BLAH fuck it

My plans...

First of all, I would like to applaude Nelson on his comment to the previous post...*mwah*...love you sir...

Now, my plans..

I'm getting tickets to see Jimmy Eat World perform at the Kool Haus on November 19th...I am so fucking stoked..lol...their new cd is SOOOOOO awesome...greatest album of the year by far...Im going with David (my hero's brother) to get the tickets..and Nick (my hero Nick Reynoldson) is visiting us tmr...and tmr Amy is coming down to Campbell..at anywhere between 4:30 and 5:00...so hopefully Nick will keep me company until she arrives...whereby he will get to meet and greet her...then after I meet Amy, and say goodbye to Nick, we're going to go get my car, and then go visit macphail...the old proving grounds...I dunno if it will be too late, but we shall try...

Sick Kids Hospitoodles called me today, and gave me another number to call...I love how indirect they are...haha...its all good...

Im going to be putting on the magic show for cancer BEFORE i perform for Sick Kids Hospitoodles...that way I get experience and credibility. What do you think of this slogan for the magic show for cancer.."Help make cancer disappear".....?...if you have any other ideas, Im open to suggestions..

Setting the record straight...

Ill get to the point shortly...but first...my day

Not too bad...not too good..haha...did chem during my spare and lunch, and physics test is tmr....confident about that...which is good...for those of you who dont know this...Confidence gets you anything and anyone....so dont be shy, dont be afriad, just pick up ur socks and say to urself "ah fuck it" and just go for what you want...what do you gotta lose besides a little bit of pride....but then again..who needs pride right?...pride is the crutch of the insecure...so if ur not insecure, you really got nothing to lose...

Anywhoodles...more to the point..

KRISHNA...

Dont know how to tell you this..but I dont care which side ur on....us...them...who the hell cares...it doesnt matter...im not thinking any more or less of you because of it...my only problem is ur attitude when you're around me jj butters and nis...YOU, as a person, dont piss me off, ur attitude does...its just dripping with apathy and lethargy, directed towards all of us, and with all due respect, i dont need that ruining my fucking day...you can play video games till the cows come home, you can do all of those things that piriahs do...i really dont care, im not forcing you to stop, im not forcing you to choose sides *hint hint*...im just saying that the minute you bring ur attitude to me...THEN and ONLY THEN do i care...i mean my only beef lays with ray, i got nothing against any of u, i harbour no ill will at all...

And about the whole close friends comment...yea...dood...i hope you know what ur getting urself into..cause if you recall...me and Andrew were friends for 13 years..and all it took was one thing to break that shit into pieces (mind you it was one HUGE thing that ruined my fucking life, thanks a lot asshole, stole 2 years from us)...some of ur closest friends can make ur worst enemies...i know where you're comin from..im speaking from experience and i can honestly tell you, that you really never know whats gonna happen...like...ill give you an example...say krishna all of a sudden doesnt like some of things that say, edward does (just an example...edward is really one of the nicest guys ive ever met and i wish him nothing but the best in life), cause maybe he's grown as a person or his views have changed, and he tells edward, and edward gets offended, tensions arise, alliances are made...etc etc etc...whatever...the point is...you really never know what the future has in store for you...but everything will work out in the end for the better...if that means u end up alone, then s'all good, cause u knew what u were doing...

-Shawnathan

The Past 5 Days...

This was supposed to be about the past 5 days...but...I closed the window by accident...so..fuck it...

Today: I took butters to visit an old friend...but before I left the house my mom told me it was my grandfather's 88th birthday today..So after Butters was done, I drove to my grandfather's resting place. I didnt even know where it was...I was just going by memory..and I saw a pine tree..and new I was close...and yea...I got there...and I cleaned off his gravestone...and I just sat there with him...and I cried...for reasons unknown to myself..I didnt even know my grandfather..he died when I was 3...but yea..I sat there, said a few things to him in arabic and a few things to him in english..and then I left....my mom thanked me for visiting him today, cause she couldnt...

Milestone's with Butters = good fucking steak

After lunch Butters and I went to Krishna's house cause I had to drop off a book to Jon for him to read and learn (hopefully)...and yea..they were all playing X-men Legends..AGAIN...way to prove Jamil's point guys...bravo...*applause*...

After that we went to Jamil's and chilled for a bit, sat around and talked...and that was about it...

on the way to Jamil's I saw Ryan's car parked in front of Philip's house...so Im guessin that Ray was there...I wonder when Ray will cast off Ryan, like he did me...prolly never, cause then Ray would never get a ride......just my opinion...*mwah*..love you Ray...

Toodles...

I would never do anything to hurt you in any way Amy, and Im sorry...