Tic...toc

Dr.Mah,
[Random 9]
[Pretty Random]

"I'm an addict for dramatics, I confuse the two for Love"
Sorry had that line in my head all day...best line in a song ever, besides:

"I still taste you, thus reserve my rights to hate you"
and
"Is that what you call a getaway, tell me what you got away with. Cuz I've seen more spin in jelly fish, seen more guts in 11 yr old kids. So have another drink and drive yourself home, I hope theres ice all over the roads, and you can think of me while you forget your seatbelt and again when your head goes through the windshield"
Oh and
"It's 8:45, (8:45), the weather outside is gettig better by the mintue, I hope it rains there all the time, and if you ever said you missed me then dont say you never lied i'm without you!"

It has been a stressful year filled with laughter and tears. During my exam study period I have selfishly neglected my friends and I apologize. Today I took my final exam and I'm quite confidence in the results.

Excuse me if there are more typos then usual, I havent been typing for a good month, so my hand muscles are still adjusting. Has it been that long?

Yes it has

For nonrock music listeners please bear(rawr)with me and watch the video, good song good video.

So Univeristy is somewhat of a complete bullshit in my eyes. Well, just read me out first. Looking at my table I only see a couple neat things, and noticed a couple cool numbers:
We as grade 12s worked are asses for marks to get in uni. As uni students, we work our ass off to stay in uni. Grade 12 stress is understandable, but at this point, it seems very trivial. I have..
- 2 used up Chapsticks, because when I dont sleep my body breaks down and my lips are the first to go
- Empty bottles of Acne cream
- Drank around 100g's of Coffee
- Over 250 g's of sugar
- 2 L of sink milk
- 5 grand down poorer
- 10cm of hair, for me it's pretty long
- Drank 35 bootles of 591ml of Dasani water
- only 18mins cell phone mintues
- Alot of text =)
- 3, count them 3 empty 19ml black ink Catridges (for printing out notes)
- 7 used up and dried up highlighters, (yes i count them)
- 5 justed up "post-it" note pads
- 5 used up red pens, I cant study without them
- 15-20 used up note 80 page note books all filled with notes, all memorized to the finest of detail
- Raped Confidence
- about, and this is impressive even for me folks, 13hrs of sleep a week
- And I'm confident that I gained 5 pounds since I havent had time to run

Ahh Uni, we work so hard to get in..for all that. But to be fair, with the amount of freedom I get, the people I've met, the friends I've met. And the feeling that I'm doing something with my life makes everything all worth it in the end.

During my exams, I've been cut of everything and everyone, I need to do some serious catching up. And start some big fights with some people. See, I'm the type that needs to get into an agruement. It's just who I am, I need to let out that anger, and running doesnt do it for me. So if anyone wants to start up a fight, please do so, but not in my blog. Dont fuck up with our blog. Msg me personally and if you want to start an fight, it'll be greatly appreicated =). Sounds weird? Well it honestly isnt. My sister agreed with me that we've fought less often for the whole month, is it because we're grown up and fighting is immature?

Heck no, it's because I dont have enough time to fight with anyone. I need to let it out soon, during the bus, I was gonna snap at this little kid becuase he wouldnt shut the F**k up when I was trrying to grap some shut eye...

So what to do after exams...well first thing's first. I've turned on my cell phone so I can accept calls, txt msgs, and voice msgs..and Thanks all for the concern, I did kind of disappeared without telling anyone.

Today since I just finished my exams, I decided to make a post, ease up my mind and not go on Msn or anything. All I want tonight is some peace and quiet and all I want to hear is my clock going 'tic..toc' and repeat. (of course with some exceptions)

Now well, it seems as though my brain isn't functioning anymore for my minds just in complete blank. If you'll all excuse me..I want to decompose my brain by watching tv and just thinking of...well of nothing.
Sorry for the boring post...Just wanted to let people that I'm still alive, people who I care for, and who care for me. Others can just Fuck off...ahhh feels good to let out some steam =)