Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Saturday, June 17, 2006

My bitter post that defines my limit

Dr.Mah,

Just because I'm nice doesn't make me weak. Doesn't mean anyone can walk all over me, doesn't make it alright to make rude comments about my post, doesn't make it right to brush me off like nothing, doesn't mean I dont have an opinion on things.
It's funny of how people judge other people. You can have a nice person, always saying the right things, always being there for someone, but when someone wrong, the tinniest thing goes a miss, other people feel like that have a right to blame that nice person. And being the nice person, usually he/she would take the blame, and not say anything about it. But sometimes even a nice person has it's limit. So I'm going to vent. I'm not holding back, and if you hate me for this, well, honestly, enough shit has happen to me and my close friends these past months, so just shut the fuck up.

Slang. I think slang is alright for stupid kids, and just lazy kids. I agree I use slang all the time, but then again, I'm pretty lazy. Here's the thing with slang, it always changes and it's somewhat stupid to try to keep up. But if a person are to use slang, they should use it properly. A grand example would be these 2 kids on the bus. Here's how the conversation goes:
#1 : "nice coat man"
#2 : "thanks man, I got it for 300 bills"
#1 : "serious.."
Me : "hahaha...stupid"

Yea.. can we not see the problem there? Well one thing is that one kid just said "serious.." which I find is so stupid. Another thing would be that 1 bill to my understanding is 100 dollars...so 300 bills for a shitty oversized coat, would be a hell of a lot of money..
Another word I dislike would be, "sick". Let's use this word as an example.
"Shit, House is a sick doctor"
So if Sick means cool... then everytime i get a bad cold or fever, I'm the coolest kid on the block. My friends, use the term 'sick' and I dont mind it too much. But that's because they're my friends and I'm bias.

People put on their msn names "nerding it up" ...I'll be honest... I think that's the single dumbest shit ever. As well, they put "out, call cell". Here's a thought, if you're out, then turn off your msn? But I see why people turn it on. 2 reasons really. One would be that someone is transferring a file to them and they want to leave it on to recieve it. and 2, would be the fact that people who do that like attention. And the only reason they leave their msn on while they're out for a long long time, would be because they want to get home and see who msged them. See who misses them. But the truth is that if it was important, i think calling your cell would be the first idea to pop in their heads, but maybe it's just me.

I hate people who cry out for attention, quite ironic seeing how I'm going to post this on my msn name. But even I have my limits.

AND I LOVE IT, when people think they're all grown up when in reailty, they're a bigger child then they were when 8. People think that because they've been through alot they're grown up. But really, it's when you learn from you mistakes you grow up. I have no pity for people who repeat their mistakes. Nor do I pity those who's having a little rough patch in their life. I certainly don't pity people who pity themselve, I agree, I use to think that I was better then people because I've been through enough, and that the fact that I'm going through enough and was able to wake up in the morning is something that no one else can do. But I was no better then anyone... The point I'm making is, dont wear your black eye like a badge of honor. Because black eyes dont last forever, nor should your pain...

I have more to say, but my Duke of mount deer 2000 theme song is just calming me like there's no tomorrow, so I'll leave this for a part two, hopefully not coming soon.