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Dr.Mah,

Its 4:06am now and I'm just up thinking of what I've been told today. Rather some bad news from my fellow peers, more of an insult then bad.. and I'm just over thinking this. It is agreed that this is the worse Christmas alive.. I'm without two people this year *sigh*...One I am hoping to visit this morning if I wait up ealry enough...


Special thanks to Baby face Kwong for the badass present. Volume One of Lizzie McGuire.. and for those who read this blog and roll their eyes at that, all I have to say if 'Fuck off.. I am in no mood for any of you're shit. It's Christmas and I know I'm suppose to be more cheery, but blah'... like Serious to fuck... FOR THOSE WHO RAG ABOUT HD.. just go fuck yourself. I'm tired of all you're bullshit jokes. Except for Jo, Jo is special so she can say all she wants =P.

Indeed I am in a bad mood.. well I wasnt but events have happend and I'm just in my little abyss again...

So work is going to get harder for me now.. I'm working for almost everyday of the week, which means I get one day off. And I HAVE, like MUST, to finish all my hwk by then.

So this is what I have to do:
Sunday: 12-4 <-- so After I get home I need/should be studying chem
Tuesday: 11-Cl.. thats like over 12 hours <-- so After I get home I need/should be studying chem
Wednesday: 11-Cl <-- so After I get home I need/should be studying chem
Thursday: 11-4 <-- so After I get home I need/should be studying chem
Friday: 12-9 <-- maybe longer <-- so After I get home I need/should be studying chem

And the only reason I need all these work hours is because I want to pay for my own university application fee

And expect my version of 'year end review' (sorry red, i gotta thank some people myself =\) Theres surpisingly alot of people

To end this blog off Dr.Mah style:
Dedicated to [07/15/04]:

"Slipped Away"

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

Na na na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't

Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh

I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by

Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now your gone, now your gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back

The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...

Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you

Jude Law and A Semester Abroad...

A reason behind the name will come shortly...

So yesterday Amy came down, and it was awesome...she gave me my gift, I gave her hers...she knitted me a scarf...and a pretty badass scarf at that...and she bought me a Eeyore plush novelty from the disney store...eeyore is so awesome...that thing toughs it out through anything....big ups to eeyore....aye thank you kind girlfriend for the gifts, and I glad you liked yours...

So today Im supposed to see Phantom of the Opera with Jenn, Jeannie, Racho, David, and possible Kody?...but I dunno whats going on with that...Jeannie said she wanted to see Closer, which has Jude Law in it...and lets be honest here...he's a dreamboat...I'd hit it....anyway...thats the reason for the name...

lol..that comment thing is sick...like..not the good kind of sick...the "please seek help" kinda sick...57??!...pfft..only?...lol...

I have 4 new tricks that I need to audience test...3 of which involve card mutilation...which I have come to realize is a necessity in the walk-around magician's life...because they play small, but pack the biggest punch...who doesnt wanna sign a card then see it ripped into 4 pieces then restored...

Krishna agreed to take the photo for my business card once he gets better, which is awesome...Im getting my brother's friend to design it for me, he's big in graphics arts and such...and yea...my idea was...to have me in my outfit, the burgandy velure, and doing an S-fan, and then the rest of the card is black, and "hawnathan" follows, in fancy lettering...and then my email and phone number are there..and maybe.."Walk-around and Kids Magic" somewhere on the card...what yall think?...

Cheers all,

- Shawnathan

What X-Mas Should be

Lets get into the Xmas moooood

What wishes will you make
When the season is near
Will your dreams be the same
As they were last year

Will you ask for a little
Will you ask for a lot
And when you make your list
Will there be something you forgot

How about peace on earth
It can't be bought or sold
How about peace this Christmas
And someones hand to hold
How about love in our hearts
And hope for you and me
How about peace on earth
That's what Christmas should be

Will you get all the things
That you've been waiting for
Snowfall and presents
Choire singing at your door

This season will be perfect
Like those picture postcards seem
But is that the anwser
Is that what Christmas really means

How about peace on earth
It can't be bought or sold
How about peace this Christmas
And someones hand to hold
How about love in our hearts
And hope for you and me
How about peace on earth
That's what Christmas should be

What would you sacrifice
What would you give away
For the greatest gift of all
On Christmas day

How about peace on earth
It can't be bought or sold
How about peace this Christmas
And someones hand to hold
How about love in our hearts
And hope for you and me
How about peace on earth

How about peace on earth
It can't be bought or sold
How about peace this Christmas
And someones hand to hold
How about love in our hearts
And hope for you and me
How about peace on earth
How about peace on earth
That's what Christmas should be

Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas
Merry Christmas

What...the...fuck....

Okay, I'm in Mississauga for a day and this blog turns into a freakin war zone...by the by...for those who care, or are wondering, Amy is doing fine, she's in good form...and I miss her a lot...

Now..about this whole curfuffle...

Heres how it all went down, to the best of my recollection...

Butters posted a song that he wrote entitled "Ex Best Friend (Fuck Brotherhood)"...strong words...but they are his words..and he's entitled to them...and I dont want people spamming the fuck outta this blog with hate mail...if ur offended...say.."im offended"...I dont care to read ur 2 cents about it..you dont need to make it into a long sond and dance..."im offended" will do fine...as far as im concerned this whole thing was dead and done a long long time ago, in a galaxy far far away...

I dont want this blog turning into a war zone overnight...and what the hell...this is our blog...we can say whatever the fuck we want on it...if you dont wanna read it, turn the fuck around and face the other way...its just that simple...Butters atleast had courtesy enough to add in the line about if ur offended say so, and he'll take it off...which he did...

Whoever posted the comment about "why dont u sing that song to my face.. lets see if i will ask for an encore when ur on the floor"....Okay...Im all for freedom of speech, Im a big fan of it...BUT...violence only breeds more violence...I mean whoever the fuck that was threatened Butters, then JJ and Felix threatened them...where the hell does it end...seriously...whoever made that threat needs to take his neanderthal knuckles off the ground, stand up straight, and grow the fuck up....grown men do not pick fights with other grown men...its my hope that society hasnt degraded THAT much....if you want to call Butters an asshole...call him an asshole...say.."Butters...ur an asshole"...and be done with it...dont bring violence into it...

Why should ANY OF YOU care what Butters says anyway...are you THAT insecure about ur lives?...I dont care about what any of YOU do..why should YOU care about what WE do....if you all suddently decide to eat grass...I wouldnt care...you can chomp the fuck out of that grass until the cows come home...and u have to leave...cause ur eating their grass....

I dont condone violence...I dont like it...I dont want it on my blog...if anybody decided to one day start beatin the shit outta me, Id just sit there and take it...cause if I fight back, Im sinking to their level...But if im ever provoked into fighting back, then Im gonna try to end it as quick as possible...Somebody once told me I "fight like a girl"....Im sry, since when to rules apply...All is fair in love and war...if you wanna pick a fight with me, I will kick ur balls straight into ur mouth...fuck honour...honour is dead..there is no such thing as chivalry anymore...and I quote..Johnny Depp in Pirates of the Caribbean...

"I could beat you in a fair fight..."
Johnny Depp: "Well then, thats not much incentive for me to fight fair, now is it?"

Anyway, I apologize for that tangent...I just feel strongly about violence...

I dont want you all spamming the fuck out of this blog...and I putting the song back up...if ur insecure...that sucks..it really does...see this =)...this is me caring...face it..not everybody in the world likes you all...surprised you all dont realize that yet...If I get any comments to this post that involve threats or any act of violence Ill delete it...you have something to say, then say it..dont make idle threats...
=)

Cheers,

- Shawnathan
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Dr.Mah,

The song has been removed, and I apologize for any inconvenience.... I mean its the Holidays so theres no point in dwelling on this song right bhood?.. Anywho, I'd just wanna wish you guys and everyone else Happy Holidays.. and please sir's... dont come my blog ever again =)until you fully understand what a blog is for

-ThAnKy ^.^

HaPpY HoLiDaYs AlL ^.^
SM s2 HD =P

FYI: FUCK YOU NIS, FELIX, AND JJ...