Today...I gave my life away...

So today I saw Amy...but first...

At lunch I met Fazia in Coffee Time, and there was Andrea...eating a sandwich...with bacon in it...so i ate a peice of her bacon...and Fazia was like.."shouldnt eat that stuff"...so in my defence i said.."yea ill quit eating bacon, when you quit smoking"....so...she agreed...and now...I cant have ANY pork products...and she promised me she'll quit smoking...I tell ya..the things I do for my friends...its for a good cause tho...so ill fight the good fight...and not eat ANY pork products...

..the road is long...

so yea, I saw Amy today...for those of you who are just tuning in...I only get to see Amy once a week...I has a conversation with my friend Sonam today...here was the conversation to the best of my recollection..

Sonam: "Why are you so desperate to see her?"
Shawn: "You wanna try seeing Zohaib (her bf) only ONCE a week?...You dont know what its like"
Sonam: "Well why do guys always want girls from different schools?"
Shawn: "...different schools is one thing...different CITIES...is another...you can walk to Zohaib's house, I have to drive for 40min. on the 401 to get to hers"

I miss her..and its getting harder and harder to say goodbye to her everytime...*sigh*

Tmr im goin to markham station with felix, nick, marlon, and jj...should be a good time...although one of them gets to have my bacon...*sigh*...damn it

Another excerpt from Sonam and I's conversation...

Shawn: "You two live beside one another?...Why dont you just call him..and tell him to meet you downstairs, and then just go for a walk.."
Sonam: "A walk? why?"

Now in my mind, i just thought to myself...wow...
I was just amazed...cause I would do many-a-thing, to be able to just go for a walk with Amy anytime I want...but.."why?"...cause its such a lovely thing to do with one another...walks are awesome (and this is coming from a guy who drives to school)...

I was just shocked cause, I guess, some of the finer things in life are lost on those who cant appreciate them...

- Shawnathan

The List

This is Dr.Mah again, AKA Simon.. and heres a list of people that i really need to talk to... just msn me or something like that (Maskboy77@hotmail.com/SimonM88@gmail.com)
This is damn important, this is for those who has taken IASP/History (and sorry if I spelled your name wrong):

Kitty
Annie
Namera
Shelly
Rodrick
Philip
Elaine
Melissa
Nickole
Clayton
Anu
Felix
Krishna
Denis
Janice
Connie
Mark qwong
Ann Goa
Kyle Ma
Kelvin Ng
Nissay pooh
Charlotte
Jo and Su <-- optional
Vee
Vanessa
Magz
Derek
Abi
Willie

****OK PEOPLE... I NEED YOU TO MSG ME AND TELL ME OTHER PEOPLE THAT WAS IN YOUR IASP/HISTORY CLASS THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT***************

Waiting is wasting for people like me

Dr.Mah:
Wow, its been a while since i blogged.. really havent had much time.. so what has happened over the past week or two.. well have I mentioned how i hate life -.-.. well yea.. i hate it even more... On friday we got our interm, i think friday, well yea.. so i got it.. A couple A's.. and a couple other low marks.. -.-.. BLAH.. now getting into uni is making me more nervous..
So on Saturday all I did was stay at home to study.. i did only like 2 hrs of hwk that day.. but on sunday was when i worked hard.. I studied chem for like.. err 5 hrs and i studied some calc as well. On monday i started to study calc even more because i had a quiz on tuesday.. i studied for over 7 hrs for that quiz and i have yet to fuck it up.. (most likely, not sure) well yea..as the week went by it got worse..on wed.. i had 3 test to do.. Chem, food and drama.. I didnt get to do the drama line test.. but i did my food and chem test in the end. I studied FOREVER for the chem test... and BLAH it was 10hrs wasted -.-!!!.. so on thursday there were some grade 8's that came to campbell and i helped out all day. I was running all over the place that day and i was damn tired afterwards. So afterwards went home took a short nap and went out for my grandmas birthday dinner. That kind of cheered me up...

Today: Today was ughhhhh, today was just one of those days that made me want to shoot myself..so i had chem first, which is a pretty badass class, and our teacher did this lab.. it was soo badass.. i dont have have time to explain it all but lets just say that Sodium nitrate and water is such a badass combination.. so I had drama class next and it was pretty alright.. I have this scene with Val, in which we're suppose to be in love.. and well its not that i have a problem with prenting to be in love its just that Val has because shes never experience such a feeling before.. so we were talking to Mr.Mac and he was talking about how even teens can be in love.. and how he was and things like that..."Love never leaves" that quote by Mr.Mac stuck with me the whole day.. so the rest of the day was the same'ol same old and then I had work... Work was boring.. it was a bitch.. but i got paid.. and it was more then i expeceted...bur but when i was about to leave i started to rush home..so i did everything half ass.. i went home and i sat in my room and just remembered that there was no longer a purpose to rush home... no longer a distination to go to after work.. no longer a home to go to because home is where the heart is.. and there was no longer a heart to go to...
...such a pity...

'Waiting is wasting for people like me...'

Did Magic...

Today at spare, nis and felix came over to my little homestead and we watched a magic vid, which didnt cease to dazzle and amaze them....me as well...and that was like the 5th time ive seen the vid...oh wellz...

So today afterschool I decided to show jamil some of the stuff thats going into my routine for the Magic Show for Cancer...everything worked out well...that was supposed to anyway...

Andrea/Jamil: "You're looking more and more like nick every single day..."

Shawn: "Thats so wicked...my plan is working"

Tomorrow Im going to engage in a little espionnage...tell my wife, I love her...

A day...that will live...in infamy

Yesterday, at 11:35 and 39 seconds in the pm...The Jesus of Diamonds, a card that was beloved by all, fell from my ceiling...crashing down on my close-up mat with an acceleration of 9.8m/s^2...fitting...that it should return from wence it came...

Everybody...bow your heads..in a moment of silence...for the card formerly known as..The Jesus of Diamonds...

R.I.P. Jesus of Diamonds, a card-iologists dream...

Amy..meet my My hero...Hero..meet Amy...

First off, aye thank you once more Nelson, truly a great friend...and I shall require your services at one point or another...somewhere down the road...

So...you're prolly wondering about the title of this post...well...My hero, Nick Reynoldson, visited us at Campbell today, he stopped by during drama which was last period...and HI-larious...and then stuck around with me through drama club..until like 4:30 or so until Amy came...

On a side note, I liked the turn out for drama club...nice and quaint...hopefully they'll all come back next week

It was pretty funny...me and Nick are in McDonalds, and we are sitting down to eat..and I look at the time..4:36...yep...so we SCARF down Nick's fries, and then we leave to go back to school...and there we meet Amy...right on time...hehe...thats where title of this post came into play...hehe...so we made small talk then Nick took his sandwich and left me and Amy alone...

From there Amy and I went to my aunt's house to get my car...and then I had a wonderful night, the end. (details are rated NC-17 and I wanna keep this page at a max of AA)

For those of you who are wondering why Nick Reynoldson, of all people, is my hero...its because...he is everything I wanna be...I idolize and look up to him...now when you look at him, he isnt the greatest lookin guy...in fact he looks down right grotesque sometimes, but the man can still get anybody he wants, all through charm and charisma and yea...he has a fucking wicked sense of humour...he's a fucking wicked actor...he's the one that taught me how to do magic...i learned by his example...and overall, he's just a very very good man...basically everything I wanna be...he is me in 2 years...except..Ill have more money, and a future..haha...