Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Saturday, September 24, 2005

I'm the luckiest man alive...

Dr.Mah

Today was the first day I got the car, and I got into an accident. I wont give much details on it because it's irrelevant right now.. what matters is how lucky I am to be sitting here blogging. When I saw the damaged car I freaked out.. I called Shawn to come over, why did I call Shawn? I really don’t know. He couldn’t do anything about it, but it's more of a security thing. When he came down to meet up with me I just broke down and everything. He told me everything was alright and for me not to worry. He called Robert and he came to look at the damage. He'll try to help me since he works at a mechanics for awhile now. Felix called me once I got home and I was a wreak but he stilled talked to me. Marlon also called. Nick tried calling me but we ended up talking online. Wilson,KD,jo and Sandy assured that everything was alright. Sandy even tried to call a personal friend to see if he could fix it on the spot

I've been through alot of shit in my life, and I always wonder why. My sister said that this happened for a reason, that there had to be a speical meaning behind all this. And there is.. God (as tacty as this may sound) showed me how important my friends are to me. Sometimes I dont think I deserve friends like the ones I have. So I thank you all, Shawn, Wilson, Felix, Nick, Robert, Marlon, KD, Sandy, Jo, and Nat.

Where did I go right.. sometimes I wonder, but it doesnt matter where I went right beause whereever I go, right or wrong, I know that my friends would be there for me, and I'm forever greatful.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

3 am song

Enjoy All


"Home"
MICHAEL BUBLE

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home