Equilibrium

A state in which all acting influences are canceled by others, resulting in a stable, balanced, or unchanging system. Mental or emotional balance

Saturday, March 05, 2005

Looks are pretty overrated

Looks are pretty overrated

Dr.Mah,

Yup, looks sure are pretty overrated...no? Of course it is.. and I hate that.. Not because I'm a hideous beast that no woman NOR man (?!? YOAI) would ever love..thats a different topic for a different blog, no I'm talking about how people Judge other purely based on apperance. Haven't you ever learned to never judge a book by it's cover? But what's worse then judging people by their apperance would be to degrade people, espeically women, by talking about their certain body parts, to talk about them if there were some object, some souless object.

I've heard it all, "Nice tits.." "yea.. her ass is sooo tight you can eat dinner off of it" though those are compliments, I'm sure Most girls wouldnt want to hear them. But they're not always compliments... theres some such as "oh yea..she has a flat ass" or "yea.. she doesnt have a chest"...And it doesnt end there.. there's more.. instead of just saying things, some people have the nerve to do the actions. You know them, you seen them all, extending your arms to represent large breasted women, or how about making you're fingers into a 'V' shape and putting them right infront of your face. I admit I laugh once in a while when a friend of mine those that.. I know it's allin good fun, but sometimes people just take it to far. But the people who do the actions, they're just trying to have a good time.. What really pisses me off would be those who go about those actions. Slapping a girls behind, pretending to trip to grab womens breast, yes it's happen before believe it or not.

I hate guys AND gals that go for a person merely based on looks.. theres soo much more to a person then just looks. "Have anyone ever considered to look whats within a person and talking to them purely because of them?.." and I always get the same response of "..well.. would you want to talk to an ugly person?"

But tell me this before I go on, what do you define as ugly?...

Now, I'm not perfect myself, I admit to looking at a girl and going "wow..shes hot".. or by giving my friends thumbs up when they're helping a hot girl/guy =P, in homework or something. But I know where the limits are...

But think about things this way, everybody has their imperfections...no? I suck ass in calc (math).. and I'm not the best looking guy in the world. Ranked 10234823904823 out of 20,4234, 3343 billion if I remember, and I'm no 'joe six pack' but surprisingly.. most girls dont look at guys that way. So why should guys look at girls like that?.. Why do they have to have 'B/C'+ size cups, a slim waist,nice thighs? as well as a 'tight ass'?.. If we continue to look for a woman like that, we'd all end up single.. because no girl can be that perfect... A perfect girl/person is the one you have the most connection with. The person you feel at peace with, the person you wouldnt find putting a little more effort in..

Looks are pretty overrated by underratted people *shurgs* Those are my random 2 cents of the day..and NOPE, this isnt aboutbhood or anything like that.. I assure you

Hilary Duff isnt perfect... and so aren't you...(WILSON IS! w00t)


Two songs today
"If I aint got you":
some people live for the fortune
some people live just for the fame
some people live for the power, yea
some people live just to play the game
some people think that the physical things defines what's within
and i've been there before, but that life's a bore
so full of the superficial

some people want it all
but i don't want nothing at all
if it ain't you, baby
if i ain't got you, baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you, yea

some people search for the fountain
promises forever young
some people need three dozen roses
and that's the only way you prove you love them
listen baby

hand me the world on a silver platter
and what good would it be
with no one to share
with no one who truly cares for me

some people want it all
but i don't want nothing at all
if it ain't you, babe
if i ain't got you, baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you you you

some people want it all
but i don't want nothing at all
if it ain't you, baby
if i ain't got you, baby
some people want diamond rings
some just want everything
but everything means nothing if i ain't got you, yea

i ain't got you with me, baby
daid nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
if i ain't got you with me, baby


"Yesterday's Feelings"

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like the sun spots or raindrops

Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind

Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
Holding tight and try not to hide how I feel
'Cause feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
but today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
(yeah today is on my mind)

Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart

Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
Where feelings mean nothing now

All those feelings, those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time (all be lost in time)
But today I've wasted away for today is on my mind
for today is on my mind
yeah today is on my mind


Now I can't care to worry
I'm feeling so lonely
Breaking apart all this love in my heart

Monday, February 28, 2005

Brotherhood + Shawn feat. Inuyasha Cats = s2?.......please?

Dr.Mah,

IT Has been a while since I blogged, mainly because I dont have much time (reason: calc, physics,bio,eng), or because I just dont care anymore, but since I beleive this is important, I'm just gonna blog for the hell of it.

Brotherhood + Shawn feat. Inuyasha Cats = s2?.......please?... a corny and very uncreative title, but eh.. what the hell, it'll do.

So one thing that bother me most is that somewhere along this friendship we had, we seem to have most it.. through many arguments and fights..and YES I really should drop this, but listen to me frist and then you can judge me. Now, some people may say "GAWD... drop this shit, its been soo long".. and others may say 'who the hell cares anymore.. just leave it..." and ONE might say "...what is this faggot doing? Is he still taking shit?". And the answer to all of them would be no.. I wont drop it YET, and nope, not talking shit anymore.. those days are over.

So I was sitting in physics class today, and I looked back to where vanessa and Lisa were sitting, and then I just start to think, just random stuff, and the thing that pops in my head would be last year. See, the spot Vaness and Lisa sit at is the same spot Krishna and I sat at last year.. and I start to feel a sense of 'sadness and sorrow' that comes before me. While Mrs. Muir was talking, I wrote to Nisanth a note: "Do you miss bhood??..." Nis replied: "I miss the old times..." and it got me thinking..

So here I am once again pleeding for us to be friend again. Why aren't we friends anymore.. yes some stupid things were said in the past, and agreed some moron wrone some stupid song *waves arm* But the past is in the past... can we not get along once again? I think what humans tend to do is remember the bad things in life because it's soo easy to, and dont bother to dwell on the bad things because we're afraid to. We're afraid to see that we were wrong, that everything was in vain, and we're so consumed by this fear we start to loook at each and every person of the oppostie person with such hate. It's good that I made peace with a couple of people, Jimmy, Dano, Red, Dengy, Nelly, Ryan (though there was never tension between us) But I want more. I want to be good friends with everyone in Brotherhood and as hard as it seems, let us just remember the stupid and fun things we did:

Invention of 'Tennis Ball'?
Frist day at 'Kbbq'?
The day Krishna got nailed in the balls by Nisanth?
Roman candle fight?
First Summer Bbq?
Almost tipping over the park slide?
Creation of 'Tiger Jimmy'?
Crazy snowball fight in Krishnas backyard (Deng,Jimmy,Krishna and I)?
Introduction to "Waffle Girl"?
Chicken Box?
Frisy day we all saw Jackass the Moive?
The Jon beat down at Ray's House?
Hot Mustard Eating contest?

Should I go on?... I've said my 2 cents... I just wish that we will become good friends again before the year end, so we can spend a wicked night at formal, just handing out and reminessing (typeo I know) about the past... That'll be the most badass night alive...

Fall to Pieces:
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you